the whole world is watching with one blank stare
every night you cry yourself to sleep
thinking 'why does this happen to me?
why does every moment have to be hard?'
everyone's heart is broken. everyone's. why do we live in this world?
anyway. all emo aside:
I talked with mom today about my future college plans and I ended up crying.
She made me cry the other day over Senior Portraits too.
God.
I've ruled out Northwestern. The tuition is 36k and that is WAY too damn expensive when I could go to Roosevelt for 10k less. although...I think if you add room and board its the same....Ok I just checked and for the College of Performing Arts (Theatre half) the most it could cost is 35k, the least is 32.5k. still cheaper.
I've decided that what will happen, will happen. Undue stress has NEVER been anyone's friend.
thinking 'why does this happen to me?
why does every moment have to be hard?'
everyone's heart is broken. everyone's. why do we live in this world?
anyway. all emo aside:
I talked with mom today about my future college plans and I ended up crying.
She made me cry the other day over Senior Portraits too.
God.
I've ruled out Northwestern. The tuition is 36k and that is WAY too damn expensive when I could go to Roosevelt for 10k less. although...I think if you add room and board its the same....Ok I just checked and for the College of Performing Arts (Theatre half) the most it could cost is 35k, the least is 32.5k. still cheaper.
I've decided that what will happen, will happen. Undue stress has NEVER been anyone's friend.