i dont have to grow up if i dont want to
hahaha, stupid? if u say so.let me start by saying that, yes. i am immature, a brat and even childish. ive won nothing.i gave up a long time ago.call me wut u like, i could care less. u need to understand that im letting go little by little but im doing it.slowly but surely his heart will no longer be mine.i dont want this anymore.you do,i wont fight for this, it isnt worth my time.u say im stupid for having pride, ur entitled to ur own opinion.thats fine.its make no difference to me. if he left, it was because he wanted something better, something I couldnt give him and still cant. Like u said,that love and attention he truely deserves.and becuz ill never swallow my pride, things will never work out.ur right u are just as stupid for waiting around, but u made that choice.ur still there becuz u want to be.dont worry when im out of the way. he'll realize how great u are and how hes better off with u than me.if u ever read good and if u dont then theres nothing i can do.