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weeks have passed and i feel the same since the second week of sept nothings changed. im still very moody and i wanna cry for stupid little things.not to mention wuts been added to my load.ok so i finally told alina wuts really been up my ass.so we talked for awhile and she understands.but even telling her doesnt help. i still feel some resentment towards her.=( ill eventually get over it.atleast now shes not upset about me not telling her things.ok on other subjects, bryan and have been talking more.were starting to built that friendship we once had.its actually nice.althought theres still this big gap between us.in time that will hopefully close up.its been awhile since ive actually had a good conversation with him.today was one of those feel like crap day.so i went to second lunch and hung out w/ him.before i even got 2 second lunch i was strollling around alhambra by the theatre. i had caled jake to find out if i was gonna ditch the rest of the day or go back to skool.unfortunatly he didnt pick up his phone.so i left to a friends house i ate and left back to skool.im leaving for the weekend thank god! might be back on mon or tues bye!