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[unconsolable]

over all these emotions, i lost my fucken entry. no worry its not like theres was anything worth talking about.so ill write something else instead.
i hate myself 4 loving u
i hate myself 4 thinking of u
i hate myself 4 caring
i hate myself 4 being obsessed
i hate myself 4 being selfish
i hate myself 4 being indenial
i hate myself 4 believing in happy endings
i hate myself 4 wanting wut was never mine
i hate myself 4 wanting to be held
i hate myself 4 wanting love
i hate myself 4 wanting to get rid of this feeling
i hate myself 4 wanting to hurt those around me
i hate myself 4 having a heart