my thoughts are misguided and a little naive...
i think i might actually go insane, as well as the annoying melancholy ive been stuck with for a fortnight, i now seem to have picked up Fear, i'm starting to feel like im tied in a knot of some sort. one of those really tricky ones that you can fiddle with for ages and not untie, but someone who knows what theyre doing just pulls on the right bit and it unravels itself in seconds.
oh well, i can keep amusing myself by playing music really loud everytime commercial hip hop guy upstairs cranks his cheesy songs up, safe in the knowledge that mine goes louder. terribly terribly sad i know. it works also with my guitar.
i'm going to try and make an effort to return to posting positive things from now on,but dont hold your breath
ooh heres a positive thing, my brother sent me a song hed recorded and it turns out he has a really good singing voice, which is nice, obviously he inherited it from our mother. whereas i got the....actually i cant think of a trait ive got from my parents... i suppose i have the inevitability of my dads baldness and thats about it
oh well, i can keep amusing myself by playing music really loud everytime commercial hip hop guy upstairs cranks his cheesy songs up, safe in the knowledge that mine goes louder. terribly terribly sad i know. it works also with my guitar.
i'm going to try and make an effort to return to posting positive things from now on,but dont hold your breath
ooh heres a positive thing, my brother sent me a song hed recorded and it turns out he has a really good singing voice, which is nice, obviously he inherited it from our mother. whereas i got the....actually i cant think of a trait ive got from my parents... i suppose i have the inevitability of my dads baldness and thats about it