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there was a prty at the house today... cause my mom considers my parents divorce "final" although all of us even her know that it isnt financially done... i dont know, the cake taste very good though which was nice.
many people at the house some nice some scary really but thats okay
i was told today that i had the "insight" and that i could "see threw people" at times there is the possiblity i do watch people although it sounds stranger than it actually is... it was just weird to hear it from a woman that i have only saw around three times...
ha i was talkin to people again cause i get myself into trouble like that you know... but they were like meh meh meh your so pretty why dont you have a bf meh meh meh... im like thanks. then i laughed in my head... it was so strange... cause then i had kimmy and my mom going they have to go threw a processes we have to aprove and im pretty sure they will actually have to aprove and thats soo funny but i am scared for whoever i end up bringing home... its funny i think it would have to be a mom then a kimmy thing just so that its not both at the same time... that would be a gang up.... i would feel embarassed but then laugh... just cause my family is outta control.... but then its kidna sad cause i think that my dad wouldnt tell me what he though i would ask he would be like he is alright then talk to his sisters about it and i would never know which is strange and amusing but idk my mom and her friend kimmy have my back more than he does.. or that i know of cause i know that they would all just reck ne one although i would never want them to it is just funny to know that. if you know what i mean. i have never really thought about that before. im more just petrafied about what my mom has to say about any of my friends cause well if she doesnt like them then ill feel bad cause it doesnt mean ill stop hanging out with any one because of it... it just makes it more awkward i guess.
i wanted him here today but he doesnt know that and he never will... i wish he knew but he never will and thats funny, sad, and sick all at the same time.
today was a thinkingly strange day...
my aunt was here and she felt it nice to adress her thoughts about my moms friends with me... which doesnt bother me... but her feelings really just are feelings... if she actually thought about it it wouldnt really be a discuss about how she likes them or not. it would be more of a thought of me and my brother cant get outta here so she doesnt like people or maybe she does like people that i will be around until my mom thinks different.
my moms friend told me to take care of my mom... then she made a joke which i had to think about... it was who is the parent and im like o god thats me... it makes me think and see how i will be when im older ya know and how i think my kids will grow up to be and all that kool future things cause today i couldnt actually get away.
i was yelled at by a mom friend today to cause i was not being a "lady". which was so weird like it was a two teamer thing... im like i dont even know you people where do you get off telling me to act like a lady... and i thought about it im like im sixteen i might not be thinking well but im home and im hangin with family why do i have to be a lady.. idk maybe its just me but i didnt know what to do... so as usually i just agreed with them and left
im good at getting away from strange things... not that i always want to but when things make me think to much then i have to run away
-michelle-
run
many people at the house some nice some scary really but thats okay
i was told today that i had the "insight" and that i could "see threw people" at times there is the possiblity i do watch people although it sounds stranger than it actually is... it was just weird to hear it from a woman that i have only saw around three times...
ha i was talkin to people again cause i get myself into trouble like that you know... but they were like meh meh meh your so pretty why dont you have a bf meh meh meh... im like thanks. then i laughed in my head... it was so strange... cause then i had kimmy and my mom going they have to go threw a processes we have to aprove and im pretty sure they will actually have to aprove and thats soo funny but i am scared for whoever i end up bringing home... its funny i think it would have to be a mom then a kimmy thing just so that its not both at the same time... that would be a gang up.... i would feel embarassed but then laugh... just cause my family is outta control.... but then its kidna sad cause i think that my dad wouldnt tell me what he though i would ask he would be like he is alright then talk to his sisters about it and i would never know which is strange and amusing but idk my mom and her friend kimmy have my back more than he does.. or that i know of cause i know that they would all just reck ne one although i would never want them to it is just funny to know that. if you know what i mean. i have never really thought about that before. im more just petrafied about what my mom has to say about any of my friends cause well if she doesnt like them then ill feel bad cause it doesnt mean ill stop hanging out with any one because of it... it just makes it more awkward i guess.
i wanted him here today but he doesnt know that and he never will... i wish he knew but he never will and thats funny, sad, and sick all at the same time.
today was a thinkingly strange day...
my aunt was here and she felt it nice to adress her thoughts about my moms friends with me... which doesnt bother me... but her feelings really just are feelings... if she actually thought about it it wouldnt really be a discuss about how she likes them or not. it would be more of a thought of me and my brother cant get outta here so she doesnt like people or maybe she does like people that i will be around until my mom thinks different.
my moms friend told me to take care of my mom... then she made a joke which i had to think about... it was who is the parent and im like o god thats me... it makes me think and see how i will be when im older ya know and how i think my kids will grow up to be and all that kool future things cause today i couldnt actually get away.
i was yelled at by a mom friend today to cause i was not being a "lady". which was so weird like it was a two teamer thing... im like i dont even know you people where do you get off telling me to act like a lady... and i thought about it im like im sixteen i might not be thinking well but im home and im hangin with family why do i have to be a lady.. idk maybe its just me but i didnt know what to do... so as usually i just agreed with them and left
im good at getting away from strange things... not that i always want to but when things make me think to much then i have to run away
-michelle-
run