"i can be your sunshine"
i love the way your lips are shaped when i look up at your face, they always turn up in the corners and you forever more look like you're smiling. i love the way smell, i can't even explain to you the comfort of that scent, all i know is that when i smell it i feel safe and happy. i love the way your hair feels when i run my fingers in between them. those are just a few things, but the truth is that there's almost nothing that i don't love about you. it was the most bitter sweet feeling last night, sleeping in my bed with you. i remember at one point laying there, our legs wrapped around each other and my head resting on your chest, that i couldn't help but think that in 9 days you will leave my life... everything as i know it now will change, because without you nothing looks the same. you affect the deepest most hidden parts of my heart. all i know is that when you're around, when you're in my life i feel complete. my days go by smoother, my walk seems lighter, and i breathe easier. without you my days are filled with rocks, i stumble in a daze, and my throat closes in as if i am about to choke. i can't help but want to spend every single minute of everyday for the next 9 days with you. i don't care if we sit around and do nothing, as long as i can be there with you. i've loved you for a very long time, but right now in these last couple days i feel as though my love has multiplied immensely for you.
i want nothing but the best for you in everything that you do. i've seen what you're capable of, and everything you touch turns into perfection. you yourself are perfect.
when i first saw you i was afraid to look at you.
when i first looked at you i was afraid to talk to you.
when i first talked to you i was afraid to touch you.
when i first touched you i was afraid to kiss you.
when i first kissed you i was afraid to fall in love with you.
when i first fell in love with you i was afraid to lose you.
now that i'm losing you, i'm afraid i can't go on with out you.
You'll be in my heart forever,
thus i shall always be yours.
~*hAppY ONE yEaR AND 7 mOnThs*~...chibu
i want nothing but the best for you in everything that you do. i've seen what you're capable of, and everything you touch turns into perfection. you yourself are perfect.
when i first saw you i was afraid to look at you.
when i first looked at you i was afraid to talk to you.
when i first talked to you i was afraid to touch you.
when i first touched you i was afraid to kiss you.
when i first kissed you i was afraid to fall in love with you.
when i first fell in love with you i was afraid to lose you.
now that i'm losing you, i'm afraid i can't go on with out you.
You'll be in my heart forever,
thus i shall always be yours.
~*hAppY ONE yEaR AND 7 mOnThs*~...chibu