understanding -- an understatment
i can't make you understand and its frustrating because you are the first person who i've actually wanted to understand me so much it brings me to tears... usually i don't care... usually i'm fine with cluelessness, but not this time. not in this case. i keep plunging myself into you when i resolve to stay away and i don't know why. you say it's love, but i don't think it is. i don't think i know what love is because this is definitely not love.