we find the resons why, one step at a time

Sep 22, 2008 12:51

I'm loving jordin sparks and her song that seems to perfectly describe my life situation at the moment.

i haven't been posting a lot lately...for a long time now actually. I feel like i don't have much to say at the moment, i work and i'm enjoying that but i feel like not everyone wants to hear about how today i took a shot at forecasting next months sales etc etc. but right now i'm living and breathing work, unhealthy i know, but a necessity when you're in a management program that is as competitive as mine.

my meeting with mr. bird went really well, i was feeling like it was going to be a test and if it was then i passed with flying colours!! he told me i was, and i quote "a bright young lady with integrity, diplomacy and a future in the hospitality world" coming from the youngest GM in Delta history thats pretty big.  he also said i had typical areas to develop in but i was expecting that, nobody is perfect and that is something i am learning and letting go of (finally)

the weirdest thing about the meeting was he asked me about my long term goals etc and for the first time that i can remember i don't have any 5 year or even 3 year plans. its scary but its also a bit freeing to know that i'm letting go of the certainty of a plan. for the first time in a long time i don't have anything to fall back on. i've picked everything up i've moved out here and i don't know a soul that was extremely brave of me, and i'm now just realizing...i was courageous in this move, in this stage of my life. i can't lose sight of that, because right now thats keeping me going.

PEI is great its beautiful but its hard to make friends here. people here are very set in their ways and its very closed circle, i find myself having to make more of an effort to meet people.

in the words of a wise man (jimmy hendrix) "I'm lonely but i know i'll be ok"

work, life

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