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[unclevinty]

Today was entertaining, i bought a new pretty skirt, its all flowy and long'n pink. Im sorry jayare for not calling you, i got kinda baked and kinda drunk and my mind just wasnt thinking about my phone, it was wondering off to this guy i developed this weird feeling for. I hardly know the guy, like im talking few messages online back and forth, one little conversation on msn and i talked to him at work once. But i dont know, the idea of someone brand new, i'd love to get to know this guy. He seems like a good character, who knows, guess we'll have to find out. In an attempt to progress in this mission i sent him a message that say'd I think we should go for coffee or something like that idea, what do you think?... of course.. online... because, well this seems to be the new telephone.. I still get these weird feelings that im just going to make a fool of myself, but i think its about time to grow the fuck up and keep in mind that no ones going to remember this crap in a couple years.. well.. maybe they will but its not going to end anyones life.. im tired of being shy and silly.. and thinking the way i am will make people run for their lives..

Im also kinda a little drunk and burnt out. Me, anja and her sister hung out for the day it was fabulous, attempt to hunt down kurt and devan but we didnt succeed. But finchykins and ferris came up for a barbeque at anjas. It was tasty. Drank coolers and wine.. and beer earlier. I also bought a new tank top its sexy. Mad cleavage. Gagne will be here tomorrow. hurrah. i should sleep make tomorrow come quicker.

ughh funny stomachy feeling. damn these crazy emotions.