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I just finished watching Simply Irresistable with sarah michelle gellar and .. sean patrick flanerly.. no that last ones wrong but whatever its 2:30 in the morning (good excuse i think). Its some bad romantic comedy that has to do with cooking. I really enjoyed it but im a sap for romantic comedys, i like it when happy stuff happens.. makes you kinda believe/hope that its real and that one day you'll actually feel like that. "In love". Hey so came to realization that in a week or so its valentines day. That holiday that just makes you wish you were getting a bundle of roses, or maybe even some flowers. What a horrible holiday.
"Celebrate your love with your significant other"
Fuck that, if anything they should just have kept it to share the fucking love. Instead its like hey lets make a holiday thats fun for the people that already kind of have that "Advantage" in their lives, then everyone thats single (and hating it) can just feel worse about themselves. Im just bitter because im not getting roses, and I assure you if i was i'd probably be saying something like what a dumb hallmark holiday but still feel okay about it just because i know im not the one being excluded. But i guess what really valentines deep down is all about, hoping that someone chooses this marked day to do something sweet and make you totally giddy.. crossing your fingers and that person you think about before you fall asleep and when you wake up just falls completely head over heels, and you stumble off walking around like your all on some cloud... dazed from this really ridiculous holiday.
People should feel like that more often then just once a year, more then twice a year, maybe even once a week... I suppose thats why there are drugs.. to bad that feeling cant be a natural one not induced by some toxin.
Im also crazy and delooooooooosional.
"Celebrate your love with your significant other"
Fuck that, if anything they should just have kept it to share the fucking love. Instead its like hey lets make a holiday thats fun for the people that already kind of have that "Advantage" in their lives, then everyone thats single (and hating it) can just feel worse about themselves. Im just bitter because im not getting roses, and I assure you if i was i'd probably be saying something like what a dumb hallmark holiday but still feel okay about it just because i know im not the one being excluded. But i guess what really valentines deep down is all about, hoping that someone chooses this marked day to do something sweet and make you totally giddy.. crossing your fingers and that person you think about before you fall asleep and when you wake up just falls completely head over heels, and you stumble off walking around like your all on some cloud... dazed from this really ridiculous holiday.
People should feel like that more often then just once a year, more then twice a year, maybe even once a week... I suppose thats why there are drugs.. to bad that feeling cant be a natural one not induced by some toxin.
Im also crazy and delooooooooosional.