Oct 29, 2005 06:10
I only have a few minutes left on the timer i do imagine, im at the back packers inn, (where heather works) taking advantage of cheap internet time. Doin the emailin thang. Tonight was hell at work, and i think this clock is wrong on the computer. Horribly wrong. anyways, Got off work at around 5:30, probably later i dont really remember.. Not enough workers to cover the amount of shit we had to do. That and we smoked a two joints after bar rush and that just added stoned chaos to the mix, which isnt really chaos cuz none of us had the energy but i dont imagine it quickened things, or maybe it did. Who fuckin knows. anyways i was baked, and bitching alot. Had to stick my head into a couple garbage bins. Nasty nasty smell.
Im excited for monday, i need clothing to dress up, I wish i got payed this week not next thurs. Boooo urns on broke. I better start rolling up some change, maybe try value village on sunday with my left over monies... see if i can find a few things for really cheap.
Boys make me feel crazy, Why cant shit like that just be easy... choices, possibilities that make me unsure of my choice like 10 minutes before. thinking of the bad, being paranoid.. one day it'll work.