Oh my...
I feel like I am a diver, blindly ransacking in a deep water.
I know, there must be some hidden dangers and I'm trying not to run against them.
I'm really jealous and feel it sharply when I hear about her other men.
I know that he exist, but, by the highest standards, I don't care about him. All I care about is her. I can't stand being lonely any more, I really need a person to be a part of me and, I guess, I found that. She's so sweet, so nice and smart. This is so comfortable to be near.
and... I have to be the only one exclusive men posessing her mind space.
I understand, it just need some time and my plans would become true. But I don't know what to do next :)
Dude, who's so good and experienced at sex, does not know how relations between men and woman can be build. The only try I had was collapse and I'm really scared of repeat. I'm scared of a phrase "just friends".
Remember the song: "Could U be in love, and be loved"?
I ask myself: "Could I?"
I'm not a freak or creasy. I can love and that fillings are pure, but could I make her being more than just nice to me?
The main question is: how?
I know, there must be some hidden dangers and I'm trying not to run against them.
I'm really jealous and feel it sharply when I hear about her other men.
I know that he exist, but, by the highest standards, I don't care about him. All I care about is her. I can't stand being lonely any more, I really need a person to be a part of me and, I guess, I found that. She's so sweet, so nice and smart. This is so comfortable to be near.
and... I have to be the only one exclusive men posessing her mind space.
I understand, it just need some time and my plans would become true. But I don't know what to do next :)
Dude, who's so good and experienced at sex, does not know how relations between men and woman can be build. The only try I had was collapse and I'm really scared of repeat. I'm scared of a phrase "just friends".
Remember the song: "Could U be in love, and be loved"?
I ask myself: "Could I?"
I'm not a freak or creasy. I can love and that fillings are pure, but could I make her being more than just nice to me?
The main question is: how?