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It is really novel using Livejournal after such a long vacation from it. Too bad I won't have very much computer access for awhile...or maybe I will.
Well, all I have to say is that suddenly not working is exhausting. I have been lazy and not making good headway on any of the things I mean to do before I leave town. I think I need this recovery time though.
I finished watching the 3rd Season of the L-Word today. I only got in from the library on Saturday night, but I spent much of Sunday watching. So dramatic. I kind of hated it. Why is it supposed to be fresher and better for TV and movies when a lot of crappy things happen in the plot rather than a lot of good things? I enjoy that in the L-Word, just like in Sex and The City, I can't really identify with any of the characters. The L-Word has more characters I think are hot, but not by much. Also, there are a lot of characters on there that remind me of really hung-up, unpleasant to be around people I met in college. And, oh my, there were some of the WORST sex scenes EVER on there, in that they involved kind of emaciated women bumping their very prominent respective ribs together. NOT sexy. Really skinny people having sex with other really skinny people=something I really don't want to see. Ouch.
After that I went to kickboxing at city hall and that was fun. Then I bought some sausage and went home to eat a lot of food.
Tonight I am hiding out in Darrin's room alone while he is at the library. It is my mission to be sure that I have really proved it to him that though I have to leave Ames for now, I am not wanting to leave him. This is tricky, because I keep flipping back and forth between being so excited to leave that I don't care and being really sad and almost not wanting to go. Almost, but not quite. I'm not worried.
Everyone keeps questioning me as to where I'm moving and I have to keep saying I'm not sure yet. Then they get freaked out by my lack of a plan. The thing is, planning where to move is a big deal and there are so many factors. I don't even really want to move. It's only that I want to go to this program in NM, which would necessitate moving there. But I don't think of it as a move, rather as a "going to school." It sounds less permanent that way.
me:
Well, all I have to say is that suddenly not working is exhausting. I have been lazy and not making good headway on any of the things I mean to do before I leave town. I think I need this recovery time though.
I finished watching the 3rd Season of the L-Word today. I only got in from the library on Saturday night, but I spent much of Sunday watching. So dramatic. I kind of hated it. Why is it supposed to be fresher and better for TV and movies when a lot of crappy things happen in the plot rather than a lot of good things? I enjoy that in the L-Word, just like in Sex and The City, I can't really identify with any of the characters. The L-Word has more characters I think are hot, but not by much. Also, there are a lot of characters on there that remind me of really hung-up, unpleasant to be around people I met in college. And, oh my, there were some of the WORST sex scenes EVER on there, in that they involved kind of emaciated women bumping their very prominent respective ribs together. NOT sexy. Really skinny people having sex with other really skinny people=something I really don't want to see. Ouch.
After that I went to kickboxing at city hall and that was fun. Then I bought some sausage and went home to eat a lot of food.
Tonight I am hiding out in Darrin's room alone while he is at the library. It is my mission to be sure that I have really proved it to him that though I have to leave Ames for now, I am not wanting to leave him. This is tricky, because I keep flipping back and forth between being so excited to leave that I don't care and being really sad and almost not wanting to go. Almost, but not quite. I'm not worried.
Everyone keeps questioning me as to where I'm moving and I have to keep saying I'm not sure yet. Then they get freaked out by my lack of a plan. The thing is, planning where to move is a big deal and there are so many factors. I don't even really want to move. It's only that I want to go to this program in NM, which would necessitate moving there. But I don't think of it as a move, rather as a "going to school." It sounds less permanent that way.
me: