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When Ceiri, who was my girlfriend at the time gave me an access code to start this live journal, I wanted to use it as a means for people back home to know what was going on in my life whether it be from Washington or the Persian Gulf. I did not have the intention on starting all of this drama.
I could go ahead and take the next 2,000 words and recap everything that I have ever written in this journal, but I don’t think anyone really wants to read all of that again and if anyone does well just look at my archives lol.
I really do appreciate everyone who has stood up for me during all of this. It shows that there are people back there who know who I really am and don’t get hung up on me because they wanted more and I didn’t, but that’s really all I am going to say about that.
This thing with me and Cassie, all I said was that we were going to go out maybe once when I am home on leave, that’s all. I never said (like someone stated in a reply) that I was going to date her, or even sleep with her, but if you want to think that go right ahead, I can’t stop you and frankly I don’t want to put any energy into even trying.
Renae you made a good point as to me ‘falling for a girl too quick.” And well you’re right, I used to wear my heart on my sleeve, I pretty much have ever since my first girlfriend and, I never really protected it at all. And I never really learned my lesson, but now that this whole ordeal with Jessica has come and gone, I think I might be on the right path.
As for the people who have replied to the most recent post. The first person I think I pretty much know who you are so I am going to leave that alone. Those of you that have spoken up for me I believe one of you is Sarah, however I don’t know who the others are if you could please just lemme know who you are I would really appreciate that. Now for whoever it was that said, “Cassie’s Hot go for her.” Well yeah I do agree with you on that aspect lol, however like I said before its ONE freaking date! People have made it seem like we’re already dating. That isn’t the case, I mean first off I am still on deployment, and I made that mistake with Jessica and I’m not going to again. And second Cassie and I haven’t even seen each other in 3 years or so. And some of you instantly jump to your own conclusions, well I am sorry for that. Now for the comment that still has me raising my eyebrows. Someone said that they are from Washington and that they have had a ‘secret crush’ on me and then they said good luck with Cassie. Well I have already covered the second part. As for the first part, I can’t really believe it, because to be honest I don’t really have that many friends in Washington, let alone female friends. The ones that I do, are either married, engaged or dating someone else. So the majority of me thinks that it is someone from ‘Swimfan’s’ little club. And if not and this is true. Then how come you never said anything?
Well with that said, those of you that I have talked to about coming home on leave in July, I am looking forward to seeing you and for those of you that I haven’t talked to about it but want to get together, I will be home at the end of July, so sometime around then call my cell, call my house, or something because for those that don’t know, this will probably be the last time I come home until 2007.
I could go ahead and take the next 2,000 words and recap everything that I have ever written in this journal, but I don’t think anyone really wants to read all of that again and if anyone does well just look at my archives lol.
I really do appreciate everyone who has stood up for me during all of this. It shows that there are people back there who know who I really am and don’t get hung up on me because they wanted more and I didn’t, but that’s really all I am going to say about that.
This thing with me and Cassie, all I said was that we were going to go out maybe once when I am home on leave, that’s all. I never said (like someone stated in a reply) that I was going to date her, or even sleep with her, but if you want to think that go right ahead, I can’t stop you and frankly I don’t want to put any energy into even trying.
Renae you made a good point as to me ‘falling for a girl too quick.” And well you’re right, I used to wear my heart on my sleeve, I pretty much have ever since my first girlfriend and, I never really protected it at all. And I never really learned my lesson, but now that this whole ordeal with Jessica has come and gone, I think I might be on the right path.
As for the people who have replied to the most recent post. The first person I think I pretty much know who you are so I am going to leave that alone. Those of you that have spoken up for me I believe one of you is Sarah, however I don’t know who the others are if you could please just lemme know who you are I would really appreciate that. Now for whoever it was that said, “Cassie’s Hot go for her.” Well yeah I do agree with you on that aspect lol, however like I said before its ONE freaking date! People have made it seem like we’re already dating. That isn’t the case, I mean first off I am still on deployment, and I made that mistake with Jessica and I’m not going to again. And second Cassie and I haven’t even seen each other in 3 years or so. And some of you instantly jump to your own conclusions, well I am sorry for that. Now for the comment that still has me raising my eyebrows. Someone said that they are from Washington and that they have had a ‘secret crush’ on me and then they said good luck with Cassie. Well I have already covered the second part. As for the first part, I can’t really believe it, because to be honest I don’t really have that many friends in Washington, let alone female friends. The ones that I do, are either married, engaged or dating someone else. So the majority of me thinks that it is someone from ‘Swimfan’s’ little club. And if not and this is true. Then how come you never said anything?
Well with that said, those of you that I have talked to about coming home on leave in July, I am looking forward to seeing you and for those of you that I haven’t talked to about it but want to get together, I will be home at the end of July, so sometime around then call my cell, call my house, or something because for those that don’t know, this will probably be the last time I come home until 2007.