FUCK ! ! !
Why the fuck can everyone else have emo days and I can't??? What makes me so god damn special that I'm not allowed to have an 'I don't feel like being social and nice to people today' day? Everyone else gets an emo day and they're left alone about it and allowed to ride it out without people getting too upset about it... I get an emo day and all of a sudden the rest of the world takes it personal and assumes that it's them that's the cause! Three people asked me tonight if I was pissed at them... has no one leared that if I have a problem with you... I WILL TELL YOU ! ! ! If I'm having an emo day... don't assume it's you... I would have already told you about it and why I felt that way... don't take it personal either when I tell you that IT'S NOT YOU ! ! !... I'm not joking, I'm not trying to spare your feelings, I'm not trying to pussy-foot around the issue of 'I don't want to talk about it' because I'm afraid of causing drama... if I have a need to cause drama, I'll take you for a walk and we'll duke it out in the fuckin' alley. I don't do anything halfway so get used to it. If I'm goin' emo, let me be... it means: I don't want hug'n'luv... I don't wanna get touchy feely... I don't wanna talk about my inner feelings and play with my inner child... it just means that something (obviously not you) has pissed me off, upset me, or hurt my feelings and I don't want to talk about it and get it out in the fucking open. Got it? I don't hug trees... I don't want peace on Earth... I don't sing Kumbiya, or however the fuck you spell it... I don't talk about my problems with other - unless it deals with that person. If you ask me and I tell you it has nothing to do with you... guess what... IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU ! ! ! I don't do the guessing game of 'Let's guess what's wrong with Hobby 'till we guess the right answer'. whatever. meh. y'all won't listen anyways, so why bother?