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so my friend died over the weekend from a drug overdose. i hadnt seen him in over a year which sucks. its hard being 2 hours away from everyone because i never know what is going on.
if you do drugs, be fucking careful. well, you cant do drugs AND be careful, just dont do them. ha like its that easy...
ive seen too many people fucking die from that shit and it gets old fast. you cant be safe or responsible. you cant live 2 seperate lives one straight and one fucked up. they always get fucked and you die. and you start out thinking that its like a social thing and its okay every once in awhile. and even if it is only that often and you have never had any bad experiences, that doesnt mean that the next time you do it will be the same. because it only takes one time.
and why does nobody consider alcohol a drug anymore? its just as bad and that only takes one time as well to die or to kill someone. how can you think its worth it? have you had fun and forgot about your problems and let go and had a good time WITHOUT alcohol? probably. and if you havent, thats no reason that you cant. i know so many people that do it because their friends do and if they don't then their friends might not want to hang out with them anymore...what?! thats pathetic and i dont even need to talk about how that makes them a terrible friend. real friends encourage you to be SAFE and make WISE decisions and in the least support the decisions that you make.
im no genious, and obviously make mistakes everyday, but call me whatever you want. ive seen more of this shit than anybody who is reading this most likely. and if you are reading this, than you probably are my friend or at least not an enemy- and to you- if you use drugs or alcohol- grow up! THINK CLEARLY AND RATIONALLY. I dont care if you think im putting you down- id rather you be offended and understand what im saying than for me to not say anything at all. obviously you already know all of this, but reminders never hurt.
my friend was 19 fucking years old. i laughed when i saw the newspaper "MAN found dead in home"
since when is 19 a man? he was just a fucking kid. just like all of these other fucking kids who think they are having a good time. they say they are aware but say "well this one time i do it ill be okay" and then its always just 'this one time'
and some people are lucky and never die or have a bad trip or anything. but they are still hurting plenty of people and probably dont even realize it. or if they do, hey lets just get drunk and have a good time instead of thinking about it!!!
i do care and i do want everyone to get help and i am willing to help if i can
i dont know if i worded anything in the entry correctly..im kind of out of it
if you do drugs, be fucking careful. well, you cant do drugs AND be careful, just dont do them. ha like its that easy...
ive seen too many people fucking die from that shit and it gets old fast. you cant be safe or responsible. you cant live 2 seperate lives one straight and one fucked up. they always get fucked and you die. and you start out thinking that its like a social thing and its okay every once in awhile. and even if it is only that often and you have never had any bad experiences, that doesnt mean that the next time you do it will be the same. because it only takes one time.
and why does nobody consider alcohol a drug anymore? its just as bad and that only takes one time as well to die or to kill someone. how can you think its worth it? have you had fun and forgot about your problems and let go and had a good time WITHOUT alcohol? probably. and if you havent, thats no reason that you cant. i know so many people that do it because their friends do and if they don't then their friends might not want to hang out with them anymore...what?! thats pathetic and i dont even need to talk about how that makes them a terrible friend. real friends encourage you to be SAFE and make WISE decisions and in the least support the decisions that you make.
im no genious, and obviously make mistakes everyday, but call me whatever you want. ive seen more of this shit than anybody who is reading this most likely. and if you are reading this, than you probably are my friend or at least not an enemy- and to you- if you use drugs or alcohol- grow up! THINK CLEARLY AND RATIONALLY. I dont care if you think im putting you down- id rather you be offended and understand what im saying than for me to not say anything at all. obviously you already know all of this, but reminders never hurt.
my friend was 19 fucking years old. i laughed when i saw the newspaper "MAN found dead in home"
since when is 19 a man? he was just a fucking kid. just like all of these other fucking kids who think they are having a good time. they say they are aware but say "well this one time i do it ill be okay" and then its always just 'this one time'
and some people are lucky and never die or have a bad trip or anything. but they are still hurting plenty of people and probably dont even realize it. or if they do, hey lets just get drunk and have a good time instead of thinking about it!!!
i do care and i do want everyone to get help and i am willing to help if i can
i dont know if i worded anything in the entry correctly..im kind of out of it