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I guess this is what happens when you push the button on how late you stay up. First it was 3 am, then 4, then 5. And now here i am at 6:30 not tired at all. The only problem is that this is defeating the purpose of staying up. I hate the feeling of sleeping at night. I dont know what it is, but I just cant do it. But now its 6:30, and not only are people up, they are just getting up from there sleeps. So every waking minute from now until i eventually fall asleep i will be stressing out. Because every second and minute that passes that im not asleep, will add on to the time that I will eventually wake up.
Unfortunately, im just bitching and i just need to discipline myself to at least sleep when its still dark out. i should fix this by setting an alarm by an hour each night. Ive tried this before, and all it accomplishes is me going to sleep at 4 and waking up at 11. Then im annoyed all the time, always wanting to take naps.
i think ill be fine when i get older though. Even though I am not as fun when im sleep deprived, i still can funtion. Like if i were to have work in about an hour, I could still be ok. Well, maybe not an hour, but lets say at 11. When i become a teacher i think it will be ok. I think i was a really great teacher in my early childhood class when i went to sleep at like 2 am and would wake up at 6. So that doesnt matter.
i guess i just need to suffer the consequences. and stop thinking about it. and relax. realaax. everything is going to be ok.
Unfortunately, im just bitching and i just need to discipline myself to at least sleep when its still dark out. i should fix this by setting an alarm by an hour each night. Ive tried this before, and all it accomplishes is me going to sleep at 4 and waking up at 11. Then im annoyed all the time, always wanting to take naps.
i think ill be fine when i get older though. Even though I am not as fun when im sleep deprived, i still can funtion. Like if i were to have work in about an hour, I could still be ok. Well, maybe not an hour, but lets say at 11. When i become a teacher i think it will be ok. I think i was a really great teacher in my early childhood class when i went to sleep at like 2 am and would wake up at 6. So that doesnt matter.
i guess i just need to suffer the consequences. and stop thinking about it. and relax. realaax. everything is going to be ok.