The wheels of time grind slow
Tomorrow evening I am meeting up with a freind I have not seen in 16 years. (the wonders of my long-forgotten FreindsReunited profile....) We've exchanged mobile numbers and e-mail addresses, and comi-tragic life histories....
However, I'm slightly worried. The last time the guy saw me I was (realitively speaking sane) 10-yrs-old....
I am somewhat reassured by the fact that he's an ex-junkie and put a guy in hospital for beating up his ex-girlfriend (his step-brother in fact) These facts are reassuring 'cos of my hatred for the well-adjusted.... (i.e.: someone that's never suffered) Yes I konw he's got some history of suffering.... his Mum died of cancer when the boy was 10 so on that score I don't have a problem.
I dunno.... I guess I'm freaked out by what he's going to think of me. He was the first person I made freinds with when I went started up @ infant school.... that's a looooong ol' time ago now....
It's okay when I meet up with interweb frends.... they only know of my fucked-up past but Iain? @.@ I don't want to scare him off....
*meh* I shouldn't be bothered by it really.... if he didn't to get back in touch he would've never e-mailed me in the first place....
I'm giving blood later on today.... pint 17? @.@
Also the Academy Is... rocks my fucking sox off.... the video has performing chimps in it..... performing chimps are cool... hot skinny boys that seem to be highly fuckable. I wouldn't mind getting oral from one or two of them.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uzUoGD1G6LU