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*Stares blankly at the floor* I've realized that I am totally nuts!...Like I am serious..I think there is something wrong with me. I screw everything up..Like always...I am an accident waiting to happen...I've always done whatever my parents wanted...I do my homework on Friday nights when I should be out with people...I just find myself wanting to stay home every night and be alone....The only thing I want to do is not here..I just need to find the hardest concret wall around...*sighs* and bash my head off of it! Someone really needs to knock some sence in me....And I really think that someone should be me...I mean...Brad this is your last year of High School...and I understand that you have to work hard to get to where you want to go..but I mean...LAST YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL! Go out and do something!

I have Student Council...Fundraising for Ireland...The basketball team, the wresling team....Work...Homework and school...University stuff...I am soo busy, but I love being busy!
I need to find a better way at managing my time..I think I am going to make a calander...Yes, thats what I will do...I need to set aside time for my friends because they deserve to get some of my time too.

I am pretty sure I am going to drop the basketball team...So that will take that out of the equation..We'll see about the wresling team..Student council is driving me crazy...Thanks Ms Barrington...

Things will look brighter..I know they will...I have great friends..I have a great girlfriend....And the fact of the matter is, I have a great life..I just need to manage it a little bit better..

Everyone I promise..Here and now with everyone of you as my witnesses..I am going to be a better friend..I am going to be there through thick and thin..Its my last year of high school..and thusfar...Its been a year to foget..from now on..It will be a year to remember!

Love you..Miss you

Brad