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errrr. despite the excellent calming music. people just make me so upset sometimes. nothing can be done. it's just the way they aare. and i don't want to think that i am like them or you or anyone but then of course by denying that i am i might be exactly like everyone, in denial. i think i am confused. and upset about boca's lack of life. to do anything decent you have to go so far. and i suppose not only with nightlife but in general boca just has very few decent people/activities. and i hate being little and me and submissive and not yelling when i want to and telling people off when they deserve it. pfft. i just cannot even express myself. i feel like a rubber band being massively stretched. the people that shouldn't upset me do. fuah. i would ask someone to leave with me, but then you all probably don't want to now anyhow.