cryptic_response_from_infared_equipment
so, owing to the fact that i have no life or intronet i don't post much anymore. i feel like i'm surrounded by people who worship me and yet i get the feeling that my life is going in the wrong direction. i quit doing drugs and i've given up drinking and yet my quest for enlightenment is still unfinished. skool is a mutating trainwreck of despair and pointless happyness and my relationship with my girlfriend makes me depressed. mistake me not on that count, i love gina. she's quite possibly the best thing that has ever happened to me and yet i'm still floating in a sea of unknowable questions. i'm becoming rather bipolar, happy and spastic one second, startalingly introspective the next. i don't know what to do and i have yet to find someone who can sucessfully help me comprehend and deal with my issues. as with previous instances i believe that that answers will come from within. i bid you all a rather varied ado.