The same black line.
I am so tired of playing these games with you. You run in and out of my life. You tell me to open up to you. You tell me that you still love me. You open up wounds that have closed up. You cause me to come undone, and then you just throw me away again and again and again.
Why are you still in the shadows trying to pull me back into a world that you don't even want me in? You've made your choice by making no choice at all. You're actions have let me know that I'm not worth the effort or the risk. Saying that you love, want, and need someone is one thing.... showing them that your words mean nothing is another.
You have given her the best of you so why do you still want to toy with me? I have tossed you out of my heart more times than I can count, and you always find a way to creep back in. I can't do this anymore. I will be your friend and only your friend. We've made our beds so just let it go with that.
I will always miss the way you never failed to make me feel like a lady, but I'm so tired of the same circle we keep making. It's both painful and pointless. I choose to do what you won't. I make the choice to let it burn.
-A