the heart ain't the half of it.

[unbreak_broken]

"remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now? remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go? remember, because that's all you can do. we'll never make another memory. I wish I would have died in your arms the last time we were together, so I wouldn't have to wake without you today. this time I thought things were real. you said they were - what happened? you were a priority, was I an option? I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone. promises are just words unless they are fulfilled. you knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart. I'm just sorry that it wasn't enough. so, we'll go our own ways, and hopefully you'll remember these things I've told you, hopefully you'll understand that everything I said is in sincerity. a broken heart is not what I wanted from this, but I guess I've learned from it. but aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes? I don't consider this a mistake, I just wish the story didn't end this way, because I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it. remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now? remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?"

remember how we could never look at each other for too long without looking away? to this very moment, I still feel the same. and it's killing me. i'm trying to take an appreciative approach to life in your wake. but when it comes right down to it, I only see each sunrise as nothing more than the beginning of another day without you.