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Shyt... I feel so sad right now.. I came back from Surinam this morning and I have the feeling I left my whole world behind... :( In the short two weeks I have been there I have done/felt so many things, it's almost impossible not to feel so depressed.. I had so much fun with my family, and I had such a good time with one person in particular... Shyt, I miss her so much... Though we had such a short time together... I told myself not to do anything stupid to fall in love but after we kissed there was no holding back... And it hurted when I had to say goodbye.. It hurted when I left... And it still hurts, even more so then when I kissed her for the last time in a very long time. I really suck ass... I wanna go back... :'(