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KGKJGHKJGHWEKJGHKJWGH!!
I dunno what to write. I had this whole piece of my mind written out in my head but when it comes to it it wont come out anymore. Bleh. Past 2 days have been funny. I had to be at school at like 9 o'clock or something, but I've stayed up way past midnight the day before, so I skipped classes and woke up at 2 o'clock in the afternoon discover I didn't need to go there after all. ^ ^ Same story today, I wanted to skip the first 2 classes, because they were in the auditorium, means 4 hours of bull straight with a 10 minute break. So I came here about 2 o'clock as well, again to find all my classmates waiting for the next lesson because the auditorium-class got suspended. ^ ^ Gotta love HBO.
Pfff... Vacation was okay. Needed the break from school, just to be able to do whatever I want whenever I want and go to bed at 6 and wake up at 4. Went out a bit, been sick too for a couple of days, that sucked bigtime, worked a little, and drank a LOT. ^ ^ My librarycard has been taken because I hadn't payed my contribution for the past 2 years, so now I can't play the piano there anymore, which sucks because I used to practice there and practically no one I know has a piano... :( Owh well... Maybe thats a sign I should play more guitar...
For those who hadn't discovered yet, yes, I broke up. Don't ask. It feels like coming up for water after spending a looooooong time with the fishes. I feel like I made the right decision. After a long invigorating conversation, I've decided to be single till the end of college, which is in 2 and a half year. That should do the trick... I love falling in love, but I hate knowing that I'll fuck it anyway... So, basically, No woman, No cry! :P
School... pffff, don't talk to me about school... :( I still haven't got my P... I almost had it, and then I discovered that I need to pass all the practical classes in order to go on "stage" next year... So now I still have to get ALL my classes and can't compensate anything... >.< Little st00pid yes... But hey, it looks better without compensation anyway... :P Work has told me that when I come on "stage" and I need to do other things besides making responsepages, I can help build and organize the new belgium launch, so that means PHP, database management and BO management. Sounds pretty cool to me. I'll see next year. I already have problems going to work ONE day a week from 9 to 6, let alone 5 days a week... >.< Bleh, not looking forward to that at all...
Personally, I had a conversation with someone a couple of days ago, which was so... Pfff... It felt so like old times... That conversation reminded me of someone, someone that was really special to me once, but someone who caused me so much pain in the end... We used to be so close, nothing could get between us... Except ourselves, later... Things went so wrong with her... At that moment I couldn't believe ever not to be around her as often as then. I would have took everyone for a fool who said one day we wouldn't be friends anymore. But anyway, the similarity of this conversation blew me of my feet. Sitting, just talking, understanding every word the other says. It made me forget the whole world till that rusted knife of old times stabbed me trough the heart and reminded me of her. Scared me. Scared me a lot. But besides the "HOLY SH*T"-factor I had an amazing evening. :)
People are starting to get angry now, I should be working on a project, and I've been doing nothing now for over half an hour, so I'm gonna start working now... :P
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KGKJGHKJGHWEKJGHKJWGH!!
I dunno what to write. I had this whole piece of my mind written out in my head but when it comes to it it wont come out anymore. Bleh. Past 2 days have been funny. I had to be at school at like 9 o'clock or something, but I've stayed up way past midnight the day before, so I skipped classes and woke up at 2 o'clock in the afternoon discover I didn't need to go there after all. ^ ^ Same story today, I wanted to skip the first 2 classes, because they were in the auditorium, means 4 hours of bull straight with a 10 minute break. So I came here about 2 o'clock as well, again to find all my classmates waiting for the next lesson because the auditorium-class got suspended. ^ ^ Gotta love HBO.
Pfff... Vacation was okay. Needed the break from school, just to be able to do whatever I want whenever I want and go to bed at 6 and wake up at 4. Went out a bit, been sick too for a couple of days, that sucked bigtime, worked a little, and drank a LOT. ^ ^ My librarycard has been taken because I hadn't payed my contribution for the past 2 years, so now I can't play the piano there anymore, which sucks because I used to practice there and practically no one I know has a piano... :( Owh well... Maybe thats a sign I should play more guitar...
For those who hadn't discovered yet, yes, I broke up. Don't ask. It feels like coming up for water after spending a looooooong time with the fishes. I feel like I made the right decision. After a long invigorating conversation, I've decided to be single till the end of college, which is in 2 and a half year. That should do the trick... I love falling in love, but I hate knowing that I'll fuck it anyway... So, basically, No woman, No cry! :P
School... pffff, don't talk to me about school... :( I still haven't got my P... I almost had it, and then I discovered that I need to pass all the practical classes in order to go on "stage" next year... So now I still have to get ALL my classes and can't compensate anything... >.< Little st00pid yes... But hey, it looks better without compensation anyway... :P Work has told me that when I come on "stage" and I need to do other things besides making responsepages, I can help build and organize the new belgium launch, so that means PHP, database management and BO management. Sounds pretty cool to me. I'll see next year. I already have problems going to work ONE day a week from 9 to 6, let alone 5 days a week... >.< Bleh, not looking forward to that at all...
Personally, I had a conversation with someone a couple of days ago, which was so... Pfff... It felt so like old times... That conversation reminded me of someone, someone that was really special to me once, but someone who caused me so much pain in the end... We used to be so close, nothing could get between us... Except ourselves, later... Things went so wrong with her... At that moment I couldn't believe ever not to be around her as often as then. I would have took everyone for a fool who said one day we wouldn't be friends anymore. But anyway, the similarity of this conversation blew me of my feet. Sitting, just talking, understanding every word the other says. It made me forget the whole world till that rusted knife of old times stabbed me trough the heart and reminded me of her. Scared me. Scared me a lot. But besides the "HOLY SH*T"-factor I had an amazing evening. :)
People are starting to get angry now, I should be working on a project, and I've been doing nothing now for over half an hour, so I'm gonna start working now... :P