well there goes everything
well, let me start by appologizing for my last couple of entries, nobody really cares that about what I have to say about being happy. On that note, I think that i am now officially going to be unhappy with another issue in my life, I seemed to have lost my job, its not guarenteed yet, but it's pretty obvious. I just don't understand why as soon as I'm happy with myself with one thing, and i fix a problem, another one comes around and bites me in the ass and causes another problem that just puts me back down to the pits of Hell. I'm in a never ending stage of suffereing, it can never end i guess. And on top of that, I'm not even sure how things are gonna work out with everything, with my job, my dad, my bills, or even Angel. As the night goes on, i feel as thought the stress inside me is going to just keep on building, i can't handle it right now, its makeing me so upset, that i just want to lay down and pass away like a breeze inbetween the trees.