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i've been keeping an 'actual' journal. not a long one mind.
16/2/06
"this was always meant to be kept, and secretly revealed. If you're reading this far- well done.
theres never been a better time or place than now. three days (janes addiction?!) and its 'over'. Will it resume when you return? will it? Icould question everything, but whats the point. it is what it is
but i havent ever felt like this. have i said this before?"
19/2/06 (on the aeroplane!)
"saying goodbye was really hard. it dulled soon after- I have all the reasurrance I need. for now...i know its going to get really bad.
a lame play on words- i'm in the sky, even though i've just left sky. this is the most amazing feeling ever- and i know im going to see him again. the sky is spectacular- rhea took pictures, i hope he is going to be okay. fundamentally, that is what i care about the most. i keep getting that sad but firey feeling. but its alright, the skies have given me hope- they are both worlds within themselves."
20/2/06 (bed, hotel room, lucy is being very loud!)
katy- 'what my love?'
"i remmeber seeing the belt of orion, and it comforted me, because we were studying it the night before. I'm so far from home- but we can still see the same stars. I didnt see the moon at all though, and I can almost always see that at home. I hope you're okay...I believe in you. and I'm proud of you. And I just admitted sonething to myself, and it felt right. you're gone, but its alright, it has to be...
Well I was an optimistic bunny right there.
16/2/06
"this was always meant to be kept, and secretly revealed. If you're reading this far- well done.
theres never been a better time or place than now. three days (janes addiction?!) and its 'over'. Will it resume when you return? will it? Icould question everything, but whats the point. it is what it is
but i havent ever felt like this. have i said this before?"
19/2/06 (on the aeroplane!)
"saying goodbye was really hard. it dulled soon after- I have all the reasurrance I need. for now...i know its going to get really bad.
a lame play on words- i'm in the sky, even though i've just left sky. this is the most amazing feeling ever- and i know im going to see him again. the sky is spectacular- rhea took pictures, i hope he is going to be okay. fundamentally, that is what i care about the most. i keep getting that sad but firey feeling. but its alright, the skies have given me hope- they are both worlds within themselves."
20/2/06 (bed, hotel room, lucy is being very loud!)
katy- 'what my love?'
"i remmeber seeing the belt of orion, and it comforted me, because we were studying it the night before. I'm so far from home- but we can still see the same stars. I didnt see the moon at all though, and I can almost always see that at home. I hope you're okay...I believe in you. and I'm proud of you. And I just admitted sonething to myself, and it felt right. you're gone, but its alright, it has to be...
Well I was an optimistic bunny right there.