i only said you lied, because you yourself said that you had no intention whatsoever of calling her when you said you would. and please check the date of this entry it wasnt yesterday, when i asked you about it. i dont know why your being like this with me lately, even at my house, you were bitching at me, for no apparent reason... you can say i strung myself along, whatever, point is, is that i really want to go reading this year, and i thought that maybe, you knew how much it meant to me to just find out a straight answer from this woman, i thought you might be selfless seeing as it was so important. i dont understand why you had to leave this message on my livejoural. i hate all these stupid fights on livejournal, and that post was not aimed at you. if you want the job, take it. i thought that you were the one that 'couldnt juggle school and two jobs'. just take it. do you know what- i dont want fuck all to do with it now. so you dont have to listen to me moaning like a 'broken record' when all i really wanted to do is have money to come out and things, but maybe you wouldnt understand because you always have the option of just going to a fuse gig or whatever, but i dont have that option. and i know thats not your problem. i just that maybe, you'd understand that, and even care a little bit.
and please check the date of this entry
it wasnt yesterday, when i asked you about it.
i dont know why your being like this with me lately, even at my house, you were bitching at me, for no apparent reason...
you can say i strung myself along, whatever, point is, is that i really want to go reading this year, and i thought that maybe, you knew how much it meant to me to just find out a straight answer from this woman, i thought you might be selfless seeing as it was so important.
i dont understand why you had to leave this message on my livejoural.
i hate all these stupid fights on livejournal, and that post was not aimed at you. if you want the job, take it. i thought that you were the one that 'couldnt juggle school and two jobs'. just take it.
do you know what- i dont want fuck all to do with it now. so you dont have to listen to me moaning like a 'broken record' when all i really wanted to do is have money to come out and things, but maybe you wouldnt understand because you always have the option of just going to a fuse gig or whatever, but i dont have that option. and i know thats not your problem. i just that maybe, you'd understand that, and even care a little bit.
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