maybe i want you to stay as the last person.

[unborn_chicken]

I'll be blantently honest...im really upset
i want to not care.
no
if im going to be blatently honest, then i'm going to stop pretending that i didn't want you back all this time.
i do want you back.
and i've admitted it.
i just read so many things, and it brought back all these flashbacks...really read what you said...you were scared...you really were
i know how it feels.
but you're happy with her?
i've changed so much...living in a live situation, and rotting in a dead one. i'm like...bitter? soon i'll have been bitter and stupid for a year
trying to wash you out, with the taste of a different mouth. i cant talk to anyone about it! i cant handle the false hope...i want to talk to YOU about it.
and theres no way or means of contacting you. i don't think i could anyway.

i miss you like hell.