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just got back from quaser...twas really fun.
oh but but but
i hate being single :-)
it would be ok if i actually fancied someone who was like availible, and i feel really sad moaning to livejournal now, when everyone has either gone home together, or to dome to see 209, and i am stuck in front of the computer on me oneses.
its like...everyone i like is taken, and by someone prettier, more worthy ect ect
i have a low opinion of myself right now.
emily said some stuff yesterday that made me think
but all in all its a bad idea. i cant even talk to her online...her computers conked out, its like, she would be the right person to talk to right now, i think she'd understand.
im stuck in a rut right now.
im hungry...i forgot about eating today, i had like a crossant thingy.
hair had to go curly didnt it.
im sick of seeing my face everyday
trying, trying.
maybe i dont try enough.
maybe i'll never be anything.
and also, mum has called her parents
grandfather had stroke
i dont want to go into the family thing
i think id crack up if i did.
i dont even want someone to lean on, someone to dump all my personal shit on...it would nice to have someone there.
i want to know what you all really think of me.
[x]
oh but but but
i hate being single :-)
it would be ok if i actually fancied someone who was like availible, and i feel really sad moaning to livejournal now, when everyone has either gone home together, or to dome to see 209, and i am stuck in front of the computer on me oneses.
its like...everyone i like is taken, and by someone prettier, more worthy ect ect
i have a low opinion of myself right now.
emily said some stuff yesterday that made me think
but all in all its a bad idea. i cant even talk to her online...her computers conked out, its like, she would be the right person to talk to right now, i think she'd understand.
im stuck in a rut right now.
im hungry...i forgot about eating today, i had like a crossant thingy.
hair had to go curly didnt it.
im sick of seeing my face everyday
trying, trying.
maybe i dont try enough.
maybe i'll never be anything.
and also, mum has called her parents
grandfather had stroke
i dont want to go into the family thing
i think id crack up if i did.
i dont even want someone to lean on, someone to dump all my personal shit on...it would nice to have someone there.
i want to know what you all really think of me.
[x]