you're all over me.
sooooo......where to begin
my mums had a breakdown again
and she has to lean on me, and its hard
really hard.
and she gets mad when i dont understand her depression
and all this work stuff....she can get aggressive sometimes.
and i know shes fustrated.....but i cant do this now
this is my future
i feel selfish.
i dont like being leaned on that heavily. she wanted to ring me up at school today and get me to come home
i would have done it but thats really not fair.
i love her more than anyone....but for her to lean on me, i need someone to lean on.
ooooooooh here come the tears
i dont know what to say.
im sorry shes been mistreated all her life
but when i listen i take it in and i feel bad because theres nothing i can do.
this is the worst shes been so far.
she told me that she would kill herself and not care...she meant it.
i just felt numb.
i want someone to care.....to really care
the way i do for her
even though she thinks i dont.
i want someone to drop everything for me the way i used to do with teri, until i realed she just took me for a fool
i found out through alex that we arent friends anymore.
the post 16 shooters hill thing was crap
its absolute shit
im the only one to be predicted an A in english. woo.
it really doesnt matter now.
i wish you knew how i felt...
i havent been hugged in that way that makes you feel alright in such a long time...not by anyone.
[x]
my mums had a breakdown again
and she has to lean on me, and its hard
really hard.
and she gets mad when i dont understand her depression
and all this work stuff....she can get aggressive sometimes.
and i know shes fustrated.....but i cant do this now
this is my future
i feel selfish.
i dont like being leaned on that heavily. she wanted to ring me up at school today and get me to come home
i would have done it but thats really not fair.
i love her more than anyone....but for her to lean on me, i need someone to lean on.
ooooooooh here come the tears
i dont know what to say.
im sorry shes been mistreated all her life
but when i listen i take it in and i feel bad because theres nothing i can do.
this is the worst shes been so far.
she told me that she would kill herself and not care...she meant it.
i just felt numb.
i want someone to care.....to really care
the way i do for her
even though she thinks i dont.
i want someone to drop everything for me the way i used to do with teri, until i realed she just took me for a fool
i found out through alex that we arent friends anymore.
the post 16 shooters hill thing was crap
its absolute shit
im the only one to be predicted an A in english. woo.
it really doesnt matter now.
i wish you knew how i felt...
i havent been hugged in that way that makes you feel alright in such a long time...not by anyone.
[x]