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do you know whats annoying
when you write stuff, and then you lose it, or forget it
that happened majorly when my computer died.
the motherage bought me itch by raydeeyohead as a congrats for being a smart ass. it has a fantastical live version of 'you' on it!!!
i really need to revise but ive lost my folder.
hum
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IM NOT A VEGTABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i had this weird dream last night, that i was pregnant, and it made me think about abortion differently and how hard it really must be. and about babies. i probally had the dream because, emilys newphew and bla..shes lucky to have a big kind of family. well not big, just like..i dont know. sort of complete.
i never seem to say the right thing.
its made me feel differently about children though. my mum was talking about how she broke the cycle in the family of parents treating their kids like crap, like my dad would have done, what tony did and how her parents treated her. i would really like to have a big family. i think it'd be fantasteek.
im actually enjoying school, and the workload
because its making me forget about things i dont like and im paranoid about.
i never seem to know where i stand with anyone
i think titles are a good idea
i think that we should all be ranked for what we really are
and then we'd know where we stood
we'd know
we'd know that with other people, we're always at the bottom, but you're mostly on top with yourself.
i dont want to know what he is now
i dont even want to hear his name.
its almost a year since all that crap with sam happened
thanks for that teri
i still dont forgive you over that murphy thing
thats was the shittest of the shit.
if i never knew you, i wonder how things would have turned out
and you can all make assumptions
cause, you dont actually know who im on about
not that you care.
not that you're reading this.
but yeah. i guess we arent.
[x]
when you write stuff, and then you lose it, or forget it
that happened majorly when my computer died.
the motherage bought me itch by raydeeyohead as a congrats for being a smart ass. it has a fantastical live version of 'you' on it!!!
i really need to revise but ive lost my folder.
hum
hum
hum
IM NOT A VEGTABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i had this weird dream last night, that i was pregnant, and it made me think about abortion differently and how hard it really must be. and about babies. i probally had the dream because, emilys newphew and bla..shes lucky to have a big kind of family. well not big, just like..i dont know. sort of complete.
i never seem to say the right thing.
its made me feel differently about children though. my mum was talking about how she broke the cycle in the family of parents treating their kids like crap, like my dad would have done, what tony did and how her parents treated her. i would really like to have a big family. i think it'd be fantasteek.
im actually enjoying school, and the workload
because its making me forget about things i dont like and im paranoid about.
i never seem to know where i stand with anyone
i think titles are a good idea
i think that we should all be ranked for what we really are
and then we'd know where we stood
we'd know
we'd know that with other people, we're always at the bottom, but you're mostly on top with yourself.
i dont want to know what he is now
i dont even want to hear his name.
its almost a year since all that crap with sam happened
thanks for that teri
i still dont forgive you over that murphy thing
thats was the shittest of the shit.
if i never knew you, i wonder how things would have turned out
and you can all make assumptions
cause, you dont actually know who im on about
not that you care.
not that you're reading this.
but yeah. i guess we arent.
[x]