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[unbleevablekiss]

we had to put tana down last monday,
its the hardest thing i've ever had to do.
i feel like i haven't been the same sine,
i feel just empty and not myself.
its still really hard for me to talk about it
or think about it.
i'm still waiting to wake up in the morning
&& have her there. 
i still dont really like being at home
because all i think about is how shes not there.
really going home is the worst.