it seems like yesterday that my world fell from the sky
so ya
its been a long weekend
i hope i made all the right decisions
it's just hard to tell right now
i will always love him
together or not together
he's my first REAL love
i know i've said there were others
but i realize now after going through this
that was all puppy love && infatuation
i was really deeply in love with him
&& there will always be a special place in my heart for him
i hope he knows that
i wish NOTHING but the best for him
i hope we can stay friends like we've talked about
its extremely hard right now
but i know if we stick together then it'll get easier
we love eachother very much
&& that's why we had to do what we did
nothings for forever
but that's just how it needs to be for a while
[[i will always love you && i'm always always here for you]]
i love my friends
i miss chelsea
sorry we didnt hang out this weekend
i was going to call you saturday
but i told you had the USC game
we should fer sure plan for next weekend
thanksgiving was good
i ate too much
&& havent really been able to eat since
friday was fun
i love allie
saturday was good
the upgrades reunited
&& had some interesting adventure
sunday was confusing//good
my sister took me golfing with amanda && neil
&& I WON
but other than that it was just a day to sit && think
back to school tomorrow
not looking forward to it
its been a long weekend
i hope i made all the right decisions
it's just hard to tell right now
i will always love him
together or not together
he's my first REAL love
i know i've said there were others
but i realize now after going through this
that was all puppy love && infatuation
i was really deeply in love with him
&& there will always be a special place in my heart for him
i hope he knows that
i wish NOTHING but the best for him
i hope we can stay friends like we've talked about
its extremely hard right now
but i know if we stick together then it'll get easier
we love eachother very much
&& that's why we had to do what we did
nothings for forever
but that's just how it needs to be for a while
[[i will always love you && i'm always always here for you]]
i love my friends
i miss chelsea
sorry we didnt hang out this weekend
i was going to call you saturday
but i told you had the USC game
we should fer sure plan for next weekend
thanksgiving was good
i ate too much
&& havent really been able to eat since
friday was fun
i love allie
saturday was good
the upgrades reunited
&& had some interesting adventure
sunday was confusing//good
my sister took me golfing with amanda && neil
&& I WON
but other than that it was just a day to sit && think
back to school tomorrow
not looking forward to it