The Other Side of Me
Alright, so, I don't usually write about the most "personal" things. (I still laugh when I say "usually" referring to my livejournal or "in my last post", seriously, what have I become?) Usually, I write things that pop into my head that I think might be shareworthy or something else equally unimportant. Well I sit, typing, before you now claiming that simply is not the case today. I won't settle for this shallow display of emotion any longer (til I post again), this time it's for real.
"What could spark such an emotional forthcoming?" You might Ask. Well, see, I'm moving to florida in 19 days. Wow, I actually hadn't counted until just then, and the emotional forthcoming might evolve into an emotional outburst. Nah, not that bad, but geez.
I still haven't really let the whole thing go through my entire thought process, but without a doubt this is the hardest thing I've ever had to do. And I don't HAVE to, I just need to. It is the best choice for me, but gauranteed, the hardest. I've lived within' 100 yards of this spot since before 6th grade, and, except for 7 months in LaPine, I've lived within 100 yards of this spot since 3rd grade.
I've gone to the same church since kindergarten.
My friends are unbelievable, my family is fantastic. I don't think this has hit yet, I can type to you EVERYTHING, I can say it out loud, but not having these things around me everyday, thats not something I can comprehend. If anyone reads this, that has recently moved, after having such a stong foundation, such a real HOME, tell me how you did it.
I guess I am being kind of lame about this, people grow up, people move on, people move out. I wish that weren't the truth. I graduated high school, I'm independent, I'm an adult, and holy cow, I'm so unprepared.
Sappy as this is right now, I just want to say I'll miss all of you, and I'll be back. BUT I still have 19 days, so lets party.
"What could spark such an emotional forthcoming?" You might Ask. Well, see, I'm moving to florida in 19 days. Wow, I actually hadn't counted until just then, and the emotional forthcoming might evolve into an emotional outburst. Nah, not that bad, but geez.
I still haven't really let the whole thing go through my entire thought process, but without a doubt this is the hardest thing I've ever had to do. And I don't HAVE to, I just need to. It is the best choice for me, but gauranteed, the hardest. I've lived within' 100 yards of this spot since before 6th grade, and, except for 7 months in LaPine, I've lived within 100 yards of this spot since 3rd grade.
I've gone to the same church since kindergarten.
My friends are unbelievable, my family is fantastic. I don't think this has hit yet, I can type to you EVERYTHING, I can say it out loud, but not having these things around me everyday, thats not something I can comprehend. If anyone reads this, that has recently moved, after having such a stong foundation, such a real HOME, tell me how you did it.
I guess I am being kind of lame about this, people grow up, people move on, people move out. I wish that weren't the truth. I graduated high school, I'm independent, I'm an adult, and holy cow, I'm so unprepared.
Sappy as this is right now, I just want to say I'll miss all of you, and I'll be back. BUT I still have 19 days, so lets party.