and will you tell all your friends..you`ve got your gone to my head
yeah.
really confused.pissed.upset.
i also just still can`t believe you.
can`t believe it took me this long to realize so many things
things about you. about me. about how i`m not even In that little "clique" that i felt apart of for so long. funny how you can be so fooled. funny how people can be so fake. so ready to break you into pieces. to tear apart any self confidence you had left. life is funny that way you think your doing something to help to make someone happy or to feel better..and then they turn against you hit you right in the heart..or the head.. the soul- funny how things work out in the worst ways at the worst time.
i wonder if i could be any more worthless.
anymore unwanted. unloved. unneeded.
no..i don`t think i could
i need to talk to you.
it`s funny how things can change so fast.
you can want to cry over nothings that can change your whole day.
motivation dies.
so does everything and everyone.
i guess it`s how long you pretend everything`s ok that tells when the true death is coming.
i look different with tears streaming down my cheeks.
just rolling away.
vulnerable.
it`s strange to know that you taught yourself a bunch of lies to make life easier
it just sucks that their slowly all falling apart.
i can`t trick myself anymore.
so you can stop tricking me too.
it`s ironic that i`m smiling thinking about how you chose other`s over me. funny how you let me believe i`m your friend. funny how i let myself believe i`m your friend. it`s funny how i`m smiling letting these demonic thoughts pour through my head. killing any good left in my mind. irony. sweet sweet irony.
it`s all downhill from here
i don`t even know what i`m talking about anymore..
i`m so far gone now do you wanna take me on?
and as pain takes over once again
i don`t expect you to stay my friend*
so slice open my veins and let the romance bleed away*
regret is such a wasted emotion.
i`m such a wasted person.
= perfect match*
really confused.pissed.upset.
i also just still can`t believe you.
can`t believe it took me this long to realize so many things
things about you. about me. about how i`m not even In that little "clique" that i felt apart of for so long. funny how you can be so fooled. funny how people can be so fake. so ready to break you into pieces. to tear apart any self confidence you had left. life is funny that way you think your doing something to help to make someone happy or to feel better..and then they turn against you hit you right in the heart..or the head.. the soul- funny how things work out in the worst ways at the worst time.
i wonder if i could be any more worthless.
anymore unwanted. unloved. unneeded.
no..i don`t think i could
i need to talk to you.
it`s funny how things can change so fast.
you can want to cry over nothings that can change your whole day.
motivation dies.
so does everything and everyone.
i guess it`s how long you pretend everything`s ok that tells when the true death is coming.
i look different with tears streaming down my cheeks.
just rolling away.
vulnerable.
it`s strange to know that you taught yourself a bunch of lies to make life easier
it just sucks that their slowly all falling apart.
i can`t trick myself anymore.
so you can stop tricking me too.
it`s ironic that i`m smiling thinking about how you chose other`s over me. funny how you let me believe i`m your friend. funny how i let myself believe i`m your friend. it`s funny how i`m smiling letting these demonic thoughts pour through my head. killing any good left in my mind. irony. sweet sweet irony.
it`s all downhill from here
i don`t even know what i`m talking about anymore..
i`m so far gone now do you wanna take me on?
and as pain takes over once again
i don`t expect you to stay my friend*
so slice open my veins and let the romance bleed away*
regret is such a wasted emotion.
i`m such a wasted person.
= perfect match*