i`m living for someone who doesn`t love me back.. what the fuck kind of life do i have?
well today sort of sucked basically.
i drove myself crazy the whole day wrote a big ass upset sad pissed off apologetic note to someone yeah. i still want to give it to you but i`m afraid you`ll be happy about it but oh well things don`t go my way and i need to just learn to understand that i guess =\
i tried something new today i liked it. may do it again hmm it`s better than some of my old habits i guess..god do i miss those =\
" their isn`t a day my heart doesn`t yearn to be slit and ripped to shreds "
yeah not in the best mood
people don`t want me to do crew (yes i know this because "they" said it) well. whatever i`ll probably go today then.
yeah i wish you would just fucking stop it.
actions speak louder than words =\
love.
lindsey <\3
their will always be that array of feelings of love and want and need that won`t ever find me.
so won`t you please give me hope and find me already =[
i drove myself crazy the whole day wrote a big ass upset sad pissed off apologetic note to someone yeah. i still want to give it to you but i`m afraid you`ll be happy about it but oh well things don`t go my way and i need to just learn to understand that i guess =\
i tried something new today i liked it. may do it again hmm it`s better than some of my old habits i guess..god do i miss those =\
" their isn`t a day my heart doesn`t yearn to be slit and ripped to shreds "
yeah not in the best mood
people don`t want me to do crew (yes i know this because "they" said it) well. whatever i`ll probably go today then.
yeah i wish you would just fucking stop it.
actions speak louder than words =\
love.
lindsey <\3
their will always be that array of feelings of love and want and need that won`t ever find me.
so won`t you please give me hope and find me already =[