my milkshake brings all the boys to the yard ...
Boys are dumb !
Johnathan came over... friday night and we watched a movie ... he kept trying to be all slick and tickle me and mess. I was not impressed . not at all . so much so that I don't like him anymore.. not that way .
I have been swimming alot lately .. nothing to do and besides simming is fun..
going to summer class . I am going to and extra class tonite to make up some absences,plus I need to get some practice in my stuff anyway .
I am so tired of all the dramma with her. one second she is my friend the next she isn't . and supposedly it is all my fault . I don't know what else she wants from me . I have applogized and tried to make things work. I am tired of being the one that always has to patch things up .
I am tired of being the fixer . and what everyone wants me to be . I am tired of being cassey the - you fill in the blank ... caretaker, babysitter,fixer. whatever . i am ready to just be who I am ,I don't think I know what that is right now . but I know that i will .
Johnathan came over... friday night and we watched a movie ... he kept trying to be all slick and tickle me and mess. I was not impressed . not at all . so much so that I don't like him anymore.. not that way .
I have been swimming alot lately .. nothing to do and besides simming is fun..
going to summer class . I am going to and extra class tonite to make up some absences,plus I need to get some practice in my stuff anyway .
I am so tired of all the dramma with her. one second she is my friend the next she isn't . and supposedly it is all my fault . I don't know what else she wants from me . I have applogized and tried to make things work. I am tired of being the one that always has to patch things up .
I am tired of being the fixer . and what everyone wants me to be . I am tired of being cassey the - you fill in the blank ... caretaker, babysitter,fixer. whatever . i am ready to just be who I am ,I don't think I know what that is right now . but I know that i will .