i suppose it will never be me and you..

[unawarelies]

having tears fall from my eyes, and my frown..is the hardest thing for me to ever imagaine..
when i saw you two together it killed me, so fucking much..
My body shaking and my eyes watery as hell..
you calling me fat, and you mean nothing by it..it hurts so much..
you not being mine, and the fact we could make it through, kills me worse.

knowing this could be our last chance, but you fell for the girl without a nice smile.
she is nice, indeed..but dont i mean something more..even a little..

dont you miss our little conversations that went on for ever,
knowing we barely spoke..even if you didnt enjoy them, i sure did..

i fell for you, and now im stuck..

just please come back..

i miss you.

<3 Toni <3