New Year's Eve Letters
Unsent Letters, 12/31/2008
Bec;
Why didn't you say something? Why didn't you call?
Why did you think it was your only option? You know so much better, we all do now. How did you let it go so far without any warning? Why didn't you say something?
How did you make the same mistakes? All the same pain, all the same hate and you didn't think maybe it was the same thing?
Life is so hard and so bad sometimes, that it seems hopeless, I know. I know. But fuck Bec, why couldn't you have waited it out? It gets better. From the bottom of the hill, from the darkest part of night, there's only one way to go. Why didn't you think you could talk to me?
Once again, I can't make sense of it. I'll never figure it out. I'll never know how or why or what you were thinking. It solves nothing. Maybe for you, it solved everything, but for me, for all of us left, we only have questions.
When you see Kyle, hug him for me. Then punch him in the stupid face for putting this ridiculous idea in your head. In everyone's heads.
You should have said something.
Hope all is well,
C.
GJ;
Well you caught me, which raises more than a few questions. But you didn't call me on it until now?
That raises even more.
But it answers a few.
Talk to you later,
Maybe,
If you decide I'm still worth your time,
Colleen
Katie;
I'll never be able to do it like you. I'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing. I'll get back to you. <3
Go ahead and play the game, just make sure you play it safely,
Leen
Dear idiot;
Brilliant end to a brilliant year. You don't do anything by halves, do you?
Resolution for 2oo9 is to make things less grey, less bittersweet. All good or all bad. Let's not confuse ourselves with this "little from column A, little from column B" situation anymore.
Love you, sometimes,
Yourself.
Bec;
Why didn't you say something? Why didn't you call?
Why did you think it was your only option? You know so much better, we all do now. How did you let it go so far without any warning? Why didn't you say something?
How did you make the same mistakes? All the same pain, all the same hate and you didn't think maybe it was the same thing?
Life is so hard and so bad sometimes, that it seems hopeless, I know. I know. But fuck Bec, why couldn't you have waited it out? It gets better. From the bottom of the hill, from the darkest part of night, there's only one way to go. Why didn't you think you could talk to me?
Once again, I can't make sense of it. I'll never figure it out. I'll never know how or why or what you were thinking. It solves nothing. Maybe for you, it solved everything, but for me, for all of us left, we only have questions.
When you see Kyle, hug him for me. Then punch him in the stupid face for putting this ridiculous idea in your head. In everyone's heads.
You should have said something.
Hope all is well,
C.
GJ;
Well you caught me, which raises more than a few questions. But you didn't call me on it until now?
That raises even more.
But it answers a few.
Talk to you later,
Maybe,
If you decide I'm still worth your time,
Colleen
Katie;
I'll never be able to do it like you. I'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing. I'll get back to you. <3
Go ahead and play the game, just make sure you play it safely,
Leen
Dear idiot;
Brilliant end to a brilliant year. You don't do anything by halves, do you?
Resolution for 2oo9 is to make things less grey, less bittersweet. All good or all bad. Let's not confuse ourselves with this "little from column A, little from column B" situation anymore.
Love you, sometimes,
Yourself.