Now and Forever...Itsumademo... - Chapter 19C

[unare_haineko]

Title: Now and Forever…いつまでも…

Author: Mayonaka no Taiyou/Unare Haineko

Pairing: [Juntoshi] Matsumoto Jun x Ohno Satoshi

Rating:  R-ish, but NC-17 for this chapter.

Summary: This story follows Ayumu, a more or less normal child born in 2012, three years after the ending of ‘Kodoku kara Umareta Ai’ (which you can read here).  His parents, Jun

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Commentary Ch 19, On Miyazono and Jun, part 2

[mmestrange]

Ohno left himself wide open before and during the fellatio act. He gave enough away to Jun to lend credence to any supposition that he has been unfaithful. He’s cold most of the time and isolates himself from the family unit away from Jun and Ayu. Then he panics when he thinks Jun or Ayu is on to his secret infidelity. Then he practically wants to rush through sex like how men are with whores (who do set time-limits on coitus or so I’m told). These things coupled with the trilogy do paint Ohno in the light of the cheater). As befitting his NaSA tendencies, Ohno (an artist) no longer appreciates that the state of undress is sexier than the nakedness. All Ohno cares about is sexual gratification - his own sexual gratification.

How does Jun adjust to this role of someone who is just there to satisfy Ohno’s carnal lust? Well, Jun is on some level aware that Ohno is using him as a sex object. This explains Jun’s fellatio which is described in an almost mechanical and matter-of-fact of manner. Any sex act between Juntoshi no longer is a love act, which amuses me. Ohno’s stance is clear - he wants to rush through the act with Jun because he sees Jun as an object whom he can fuck around with in any way -literally and metaphorically. Jun allows himself to be used and knows it; this is why behind him after giving fellatio. He knows he’s nothing but a sex object and he is disgusted with himself. No doubt this is because he is in the self-blame and possibly denial stage.

It is my hypothesis that Jun knows Ohno is up to something, he’s just waiting for confirmation. His fellatio and the closure of the door after that speaks volumes that one of his suspicions has been confirmed. Deep within Jun, he knows from the way Ohno ran from him that Ohno has a dark secret he doesn’t want Jun to find out.

The etymology of the word ‘fellatio’ is interesting. It comes from the Latin verb ‘fellat’ which means to suck. ‘Fellat’ however originated as a pun. The verb ‘fallit’ gave way to the past participle of ‘fallere’ which means to lie or betray. ‘Fallit’ and ‘fellat’ are pronounced alike, did you know? The Victorians picked up on this gave the act the name ‘fellatio’. To suck is to lie, that’s what it means. And Jun has sucked the lie from Ohno. I’m just waiting for Jun to look at this lie in the eye and call it by its proper name. The biggest lies are of course that the art and the fishing Ohno claims he’s so involved in. How Jun responds to this revelation is something I shall wait to unfold.

(03) Will Ayu tell Jun that Ohno left the flat in the dead of night and nearly with mismatched shoes?

(04) How will Jun react when he hears of the flimsy excuse Ohno gave Ayu?

(05) What are Jun’s thoughts behind the closed door post-fellatio? What has he realised and what will he do about things?

(06) Will Jun consider what Ohno meant when he said he had ‘something to finish off’? Would Jun connect this to the unfinished business Ohno has outside the family unit? Will Jun make the connection that this ‘business’ Ohno has to finish is linked to the latter’s NaSA raging libido? What will Jun do when he realises this? What does this bode for his mental health and the overall Juntoshi relationship?

(07) Will Jun even dare to uncover the lie he sucked out from Ohno’s scampering. Will he realise that Ohno’s ejaculation to ‘let him out’ could be interpreted that Ohno wants out of the relationship because he is no longer sexually satisfied? Would Jun even dare to face the truth? If so, how will he come to terms with it?

(08) Will Jun even question why Ohno seemed so all over him at one moment but so eager to finish himself sexually elsewhere the next? What’s the lie there? Couldn’t Jun taste it in the fellatio he gave Ohno? We know that Ohno went to Reiya to be ‘finished off’ since Jun can’t satisfy him anymore. But will Jun realise this?

[I’ll deal with the mismatched shoes in the Ohno section. More to come tomorrow. ]

Re: Commentary Ch 19, On Miyazono and Jun, part 2

[unare_haineko]

I can just imagine you smirking behind those lovely spectacles and snickering as vindication strikes! Uxorious Miyazono whose misery was at the hands of 118 disgruntled employees...Would you expect any less of the late Lady Shoko? I thought you might like the 'Kazuga Nozomi' bit. I knew that its real meaning would not be lost on you, my sweet belladonna. <3333

Jun...he's had a real reversal of fortune as of late. A poorly fitted ring, guilt, paranoia, treated like a whore, nearly lost an eye thanks to the wanker's ejaculation....poor sod. And you can bet your knickers that the apple blossoms shall be dying very soon. A certain Tony-sensei will be so disappointed that his research has been disrupted....

Re: Commentary Ch 19, On Miyazono and Jun, part 2

[mmestrange]

Mortal sin + Xenophon's mind = Irresistible to Lady Strange.

Hubby has been wonderful. I love him even more now. The moment I saw the kanji characters, my head went into the Chinese meanings and I laughed whilst sipping your lychee tea. Hurrah! Hubby will tear Iago's organs one by one while the bugger's alive. Kyaah... My Yuuichi is truly a man amongst men. The hope offered by Nozomi may be slight but I'm sure of it being very useful. I look forward to seeing how it unfolds.

Jun needs a kick in the head to wake up. If one knows one is being treated like a whore, one doesn't have to take the role. But Jun does... Idiot! Dying apple blossoms and more on Dr Tony! Oh la la! This will be high entertainment indeed.

Re: Commentary Ch 19, On Miyazono and Jun, part 2

[unare_haineko]

And the minor characters are resurrected once again!!!