Kodoku kara Umareta Ai - Chapter 13A
Title: 孤独から生まれた愛 (Love Born out of Loneliness)
Author: Mayonaka no Taiyou/Unare Haineko
Pairing: [Juntoshi] Matsumoto Jun x Ohno Satoshi
Rating: PG-13-ish overall, NC-17 for this chapter.
Summary: Due to some bizarre coincidence, Ohno unexpectedly wanders into Jun’s company one lonely evening. Jun, in a rare display of his softer side, unknowingly fills some of Ohno’s emotional voids, voids Ohno was not aware he even had in his heart-that is, not until Jun filled them.
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Kodoku kara Umareta Ai (Love Born out of Loneliness) - Chapter 13
“I’m home,” sighed Nino shuffling with his duffle bag through the front door.
“Welcome home,” called his mother.
“Where are you?” called Nino.
“In the living room,” she called back.
“What are you doing?”
“I’m watching ‘Hana yori Dango Final’,” his mother replied. “Every time I watch him, I think to myself, ‘My, what a handsome young man MatsuJun is!’ He’s such a great actor!”
“Not really,” muttered Nino as he grabbed a small candy from the dish sitting on the dining room table.
“Are you hungry?”
“No.”
“What’s wrong?”
“Nothing,” mumbled Nino, kicking the corner of the rug that had curled up back into its place.
“You don’t sound like you care for MatsuJun all that much-“
“And what’s wrong with that?!” snapped Nino. “Are you saying that maybe you’d rather have a handsome, talented son like MatsuJun instead of someone ugly and useless like me?!”
“Kazu-chan, I didn’t mean it like that-“
“Everyone’s always fawning over MatsuJun,” exploded Nino. “MatsuJun is so cool! MatsuJun is so great! I love MatsuJun. MatsuJun, MatsuJun, MatsuJun!”
“Kazu-chan, I--“
“Even you love the stupid fictional character he plays!!! Doumyouji Tsukasa is nothing but an angry, violent, arrogant character who occasionally has periods of redemption. It’s not like it takes that great of an effort to play someone like that-”
“Would you take a role like that, Kazu-chan?”
“Of course not! Besides, he always chooses the same kind of roles to play,” scoffed Nino.
“Well, I think he’s a pretty great actor,” sighed his mother.
Nino glared at his mother.
“As are you-“ she quickly added.
“Whatever,” Nino clucked his tongue. “I’ll be in my room. Don’t bother me.”
“Kazu-chan-“
The door slammed shut loudly as Nino locked himself in his room furious that it seemed that even his own mother had chosen Jun over him.
Why HIM and not ME?!
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Jun paid the taxi driver when they stopped in front of a simple two story house on a nice lane in Mitaka. The driver popped the trunk and Jun unloaded the luggage while Ohno opened the gate.
“I’m home,” Ohno called, opening the front door for Jun.
“Oh, welcome home, Satoshi,” called his mother, running to the front. “I missed you…”
“Kaa-chan, I brought Jun home to stay with us for a few days,” Ohno
“I’m Matsumoto Jun. Please forgive the intrusion,” Jun bowed deeply.
Ohno’s mother stood there frozen as she saw one of her son’s friends in person for the first time. Ohno had been very adamant about separating his family time with time spent with the other members of Arashi. His family knew of the other members, but he never brought anyone home from work to meet his family in person, which was clearly why his mother seemed so shocked that after nearly 10 years together that her son would suddenly appear with Matsumoto Jun of all people at their doorstep for Christmas.
“Ah, welcome!” Ohno’s mother said, recovering. “Please do come in.”
“Thank you,” Jun said genially, smiling as he removed his shoes.
“Satoshi!” scolded his mother, smacking him on the head. “When you bring someone home next time, make sure you call! The house is a mess-“
“Sorry! Sorry!” Ohno apologized scratching the back of his head sheepishly. “I thought I told you…”
Jun smiled to himself, as he watched Ohno interact with his mother.
“Here,” Jun said following them to the kitchen. “This is for you and your family…”
Jun presented a large package to Ohno’s mother, who seemed shocked at the overture.
“Oh, you didn’t have to bring us anything!” she said. “It’s so rare that we see any of Satoshi’s friends-“
“Please accept this,” Jun said firmly, smiling the idol smile that he had perfected many years ago that gave teenage girls nosebleeds.
“Thank you, Matsumoto-san-“ she said blushing.
“Please, call me Jun.”
“Thank you, Jun-kun.”
Ohno’s mother took the package and set it on the counter.
“Satoshi, why don’t you take Jun up to your room while I prepare some tea and snacks?”
“Okay,” Ohno said, motioning for Jun to follow him.
“See you later then,” Jun bowed.
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“Do you live upstairs by yourself?” asked Jun as they reached the top of the stairs.
“Yeah. My parents have the master bedroom downstairs and my sister and I used to live up here.”
“Does she still live here?”
“No, so I use her old room as a workspace for my art and for storage. Bathroom’s at the end of the hall. My bedroom’s here.”
Ohno opened his door to reveal an amazingly clean and organized room.
“It’s so clean here!” said Jun.
“Of course, how would I be able to find anything if it were a mess?! I’m not Aiba or Nino,” Ohno said, sounding offended that Jun would lump him with the two pig sty inhabitants.
“That’s for sure,” Jun smiled.
“Nino…”
Ohno seemed to reminisce a bit at the thought as he sighed.
“Nino…everything aside from the pursuit of conquering video games is a hassle,” sighed Ohno in remembrance of his old life. “He doesn’t eat because he can’t be bothered to eat. He thinks sleeping is a waste of time. He’d rather play video games than sleep, eat or have sex-and those are my three favorite activities.”
“Me too-especially that last one,” Jun said, closing the door behind him and pushing Ohno towards the bed.
“I mean, I like to go fishing and do my clay figures, but these are basic functions, ah-“
Jun shoved Ohno on the bed and was hovering over him on his hands and knees while he shoved his tongue down Ohno’s throat. Things were getting pretty heated with Jun’s hand slowly creeping down the front of Ohno’s cargo pants when suddenly there was a knock on the door.
“Satoshi? I brought some tea for the two of you,” called Ohno’s mother.
Jun reached in his back pocket and threw his mobile phone in between the bed and the wall.
“Get my phone-“ Jun whispered, before hopping off the bed to open the door.
“Satoshi? Did you hear me-“
“Sorry, thank you so much,” Jun said opening the door. “My mobile phone fell between the bed and the wall. He’s getting it for me-Any luck leader?“
Ohno was face down on the bed with his hand stretched down the narrow space between the bed and wall.
“Al…most…got…it…” groaned Ohno, sweating profusely as he hid the pulsing erection against a pillow. “Just put the tea on the desk over there…”
“Let me help you with that,” Jun smiled.
“Thank you, Jun-kun. Well, I’ll leave the two of you. If there’s nothing else, I’ll be going to bed now. Satoshi, you’ll take care of Jun, right?”
“Yeah, sure…will do…” Ohno grunted as he shifted positions. “’Night…”
“Good night. Excuse me,” she said, closing the door behind her.
When Jun heard the footsteps fade, he pushed the pin in the doorknob to lock the door and sauntered back over to Ohno.
“Did you get my phone?” whispered Jun into Ohno’s ear as he covered Ohno from behind with his taller and broader body.
Jun slid his fingers underneath Ohno’s body and rubbed Ohno’s crotch.
“I couldn’t reach it,” Ohno breathed, pushing Jun over gently and rolling over onto his own back. “You’re so cruel, making me hard knowing that my mother could be coming up the stairs any second…DoS Banchou…”
“That’s my name, don’t wear it out,” grinned Jun. “But I created an escape for you, didn’t I?”
“Yeah, I guess,” Ohno pouted as Jun sucked his jaw line and helped him out of his turtle neck.
“Besides, didn’t your mom say to take care of me?” smirked Jun, yanking off all of Ohno’s remaining clothing and tossing it aside in haste.
“Oh, like how you ‘took care of me’ that night I got drunk?” reminded Ohno, pulling Jun’s cock out and pumping it gently.
“Oh, who was the one drunk calling me from the Sakuraiba apartment while Sho and Aiba were fucking in the bathroom? I seem to recall a certain someone telling me that they were so hard from the moaning going on in there that he needed relief right away…?”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” retorted Ohno as he poured some lube into his hands before slicking up Jun’s cock for him and chucked the bottle at Jun, who put some on his fingers.
“You were like, ‘Juuuuun, please fuck meeee’, whining to me over the phone, so I had no choice but to come and rescue your destitute ass from there.”
“Noootttt,” groaned Ohno as Jun stretched him, scissoring his index and middle fingers quickly.
“Yes, you were…” Jun flipped Ohno over into a prone position and hoisted up his ass to provide a better angle of access. “And then I had to drag that dead weight all the way downstairs and into my car…”
“But you liked that I was at least trying to give you a hand job on the way to the car,” protested Ohno, wincing slightly when Jun slid the head of his cock past the first ring of muscle.
“Only you kept grabbing my ass instead of my cock,” grumbled Jun pushing himself in all the way until Ohno’s cheeks were flush with his pelvic bone. “I dunno about a hand job, it looked more like you were trying to molest me while I kidnapped you…”
“Ahn-but you took advantage of me,” protested Ohno, as Jun grabbed his hips and began to move his slick cock in and out of Ohno. “You totally used that opportunity to, ah-fuck…ah-me in the back…seat of your, oh-car…
“I had to subdue you…” argued Jun, taking one hand and massaging Ohno’s balls, moving up slowly to his cock, and eventually stopping at the swollen head where he teased the slit that oozed with precum.
“That was rape…” gasped Ohno, biting down on his lip to keep from moaning.
“You call this rape?” Jun said thrusting dead on into Ohno’s prostate.
Ohno hid his face in one of the pillows to muffle the sound of his moans. Jun wrapped his larger body around Ohno, massaging Ohno’s chest and sucking on the most sensitive areas of Ohno’s neck while he moved in and out of Ohno. The bed, being a normal full-size bed from Ohno’s childhood, creaked and squeaked with every thrust.
“I know you’d be crying out in pleasure if you didn’t have that pillow,” whispered Jun, his warm breath tickling Ohno’s ear as Jun nibbled on the lobe of his right ear.
Jun slowed his pace to an exaggerated withdrawal and reentry of just millimeters per second.
“You tease,” panted Ohno.
“Say it wasn’t rape and I’ll fuck you hard and fast,” Jun ordered, as he grazed his nails along Ohno’s chest down to his belly button before lingering around the base of his cock.
“It wasn’t rape! I wanted it!” responded Ohno without a second thought. “Fuck me now, please!!!”
“Okay,” Jun said with a smirk of satisfaction on his face. “Lie on your back.”
Ohno complied and Jun repositioned himself so that he could thrust into Ohno while holding onto Ohno’s legs which were up in the air in front of him. As Jun slammed into Ohno, the bed not only squeaked, but with the force behind Jun’s hips, the bed began to hit against Ohno’s desk with a low thud that rocked the few items that were on the corner of the desk. Ohno was panting hard as he tried his best not to make a sound. Jun felt sorry for him so he leaned down and kissed Ohno to help stifle the moans and groans that Ohno could not help but release from his throat.
“Fuck, I’m getting close,” Ohno gasped between kisses as their stomachs along with Ohno’s hand provided the friction to draw Ohno closer to his peak.
“Yeah, me…uh-too, nnn!...”
“Let’s suck each other off until we both cum,” suggested Ohno, his panting following the rhythm of Jun’s thrusts.
Jun nodded as he gave two more thrusts before pulling Ohno into the middle of the bed and straddling Ohno. He lay down on top of Ohno’s abdomen and placed his lips to Ohno’s cock while Ohno reached up to stroke Jun’s cock. Jun began to deep throat Ohno while Ohno stretched his neck began to lick the sweat and precum from Jun’s engorged cock. Jun bucked as his cock craved friction, but Ohno only swirled his tongue around Jun’s cock.
But then, Jun started to suck and when Jun sucked him, Ohno sucked him back. However, when Jun stopped and switched to stroking the base, Ohno followed suit. Jun picked up on Ohno’s little game and quickly switched to doing the things he wanted done to his own cock. Jun realized that if he wanted to cum, that he’d probably have to make Ohno cum first. Leave it to Ohno to be the typical passive-aggressive uke like that.
Jun was on top and he was so hard and so close that he was shaking. Ohno was sucking him off much in the fashion that Jun was, as Jun was essentially in control of his own pleasure. However, Jun could not wait, so he cheated. While he sucked the head of Ohno’s cock and used his left hand to pump the shaft, he used his right hand to finger Ohno’s prostate.
Ohno was so stunned at the sudden stimulation that he nearly gagged on Jun’s cock. He was in the process of sucking, deep throating, and pumping to keep up with him when he felt pressure against the special bundle of nerves and came with a shiver spraying his seed into Jun’s waiting mouth. Jun followed shortly after as Ohno pumped him furiously until he came all over Ohno’s face with a groan.
Jun fell back onto the bed next to Ohno’s supine form, his chest heaving and his whole body shiny with sweat. He struggled to turn himself around so that he could kiss Ohno. Jun made several half-hearted attempts before falling off the bed and having to just pick himself up and roll next to Ohno, who looked at Jun with streaks of cum on his lips and cheeks. Ohno used his middle finger to wipe some off erotically before licking up Jun’s cum off the pads of his fingers.
“Taste yourself on me,” offered Ohno, dropping his tongue seductively over his lower lip, which Jun claimed as he cleaned himself off of Ohno’s face with his own tongue.
After some post coitus cuddling and clean up, Jun and Ohno lay on the bed, simply enjoying each others’ quiet company while wondering to themselves if they had been quiet enough in their night romp.
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At midnight, Ohno, who was laying on Jun’s belly like a cat sleeping in the afternoon sun, got up, pulled on his pants which were hanging off the side of the bed and walked over to his bag.
“Leader?” Jun said, sitting up with the futon covering the lower half of his slim body. “Where are you going?”
“To get something,” Ohno replied, rummaging through his suitcase and finally pulling out a small white box wrapped in gold ribbon.
Ohno set the box on the futon in front of Jun and sat on the opposite side of the bed.
“Merry Christmas,” he said, pushing the box towards Jun.
Jun looked at the box, clearly stunned to see a gift being presented to him.
“Open it,” Ohno urged gently.
Jun nodded and carefully slid the ribbon off the box and undid the tape as he unwrapped the gift. He saw the velvet jewelry box and took a deep breath before opening it. Inside the box was a simple ring barely a centimeter in width made of black titanium. On the bottom was a thin stripe of pale platinum that ran around the band, above which were five tiny white diamonds in a line, followed by five tiny black diamonds set on the platinum stripe skewed slightly to the left from their white counterparts. Jun’s trembling hands picked up the ring, where he noticed that there was an inscription engraved on the inside of the ring.
‘You and only you. 2008.12.25 -智 .’
A simple message written in English, the date, and the single kanji for Ohno’s first name.
Ohno gingerly took the ring from Jun’s hand and slid the ring onto Jun’s left ring finger.
“No matter what, I promise I’ll love you and only you. Merry Christmas, Jun,” Ohno said, looking straight into Jun’s eyes before sealing his promise with a kiss to Jun’s ring finger and a kiss to Jun’s lips.
“W-W-Why…?” asked Jun between needy breathy kisses.
“Because you mean so much to me,” Ohno said earnestly, holding Jun’s face in the palms of his hands. “I’ve never felt so strongly about someone ever in my entire life. And I want you to know that you’ll always hold my heart now and forever…”
“Leader…” Jun whispered covering his mouth with his hand and sniffling, as a tear of happiness made its way down his right cheek. “Thank…you…I don’t know what to say…”
Ohno took his hand down and wiped the tear away. He then leaned into Jun’s chest until Jun was forced to lay on his back under the weight.
“You don’t have to say anything,” Ohno smiled lying down over Jun’s lower half of the body as Jun wrapped his arms around Ohno’s neck to bring him close for a heartfelt deep kiss to express what he could not express with words.
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