Kodoku kara Umareta Ai - Chapter 01A
Title: 孤独から生まれた愛 (Love Born out of Loneliness)
Author: Mayonaka no Taiyou/Unare Haineko
Pairing: [Juntoshi] Matsumoto Jun x Ohno Satoshi
Rating: PG-13-ish overall, but there will be instances of NC-17-ness for gratuitous, shameless Juntoshi smexing, such as in the case of Chapter 01.
Summary: Due to some bizarre coincidence, Ohno unexpectedly wanders into Jun’s company one lonely evening. Jun, in a rare display of his softer side, unknowingly fills some of Ohno’s emotional voids, voids Ohno was not aware he even had in his heart-that is, not until Jun filled them.
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Kodoku kara Umareta Ai (Love Born out of Loneliness) - Chapter 01
When Ohno returned to the apartment, it had only been half past seven. He had been at a photo shoot for his latest drama and wanted nothing more than to have a nice dinner and cuddle with his lover, whom he felt like he had not seen in weeks.
“I’m back,” he called as he slipped off his shoes and loosened his tie.
The apartment was dark and Ohno sighed as he wandered into the living room to find his lover still in the same position-hunched over in front of the wide screen television gaping like a fish, staring at the flickering screen as his nimble fingers manipulated the plastic buttons. He was surrounded by mountains of trash consisting of candy wrappers, snack bags, and empty drink bottles.
Nino had been on vacation for the past week. His last commitment finished last Monday and he did not have anything for the next month, so he had decided he was going to catch up on his video games. Ohno did not mind since his own schedule had been quite full, but he wished that Nino would at least look at him when he came home.
“Kazu,” Ohno said, bending down to wrap his arms around his neck. “You haven’t moved in nearly three days…”
Nino seemed to be lost in his own little world as he seemed to be unaware of the affection that was being bestowed onto him.
“Hey, I was thinking you could take a break from your new game and we could go out to dinner…” Ohno began.
When Nino did not respond, Ohno waved his hand in front of Nino’s eyes.
“Kazu, are you listening?”
“Oh, Satoshi,” he said robotically. “If you’re hungry, why don’t you go to the convenience store and pick something up?”
“But I wanna go with you-“
“Sorry, Satoshi, can you move to the left? You’re blocking the screen, so I can’t see the mummies on that side-“
“Oh, sorry,” Ohno apologized, taking a few steps back. “Kazu…I…never mind….”
Ohno scratched the back of his head awkwardly while looking around. He knew there was nothing to eat in the refrigerator and was debating whether he was too tired to go out to scrounge up something. Given that Nino was absorbed in his game, Ohno decided that maybe he would go out and get something to eat after all since there was really nothing to do when Nino was like that.
Ohno walked out and headed towards the station where he knew there would be plenty to choose from. As he walked, he stared off blankly, barely managing to avoid bumping into the other pedestrians. He figured he must have been wandering for quite some time because when he looked around to gather his bearings, he discovered that he had no idea where he was. He had clearly wandered off the main road and was now on one of the side streets of what he guessed was probably a business district. There were a lot of bars, restaurants, and late night entertainment facilities.
Ohno’s stomach growled to remind him of his original purpose as he passed by a yakiniku yatai. Figuring he would just stop at the next decent looking restaurant, he shuffled past another love hotel, a karaoke bar, and a convenience store. A sign for a restaurant bar named ‘ROSA’ caught his eye and he decided he would have dinner there.
“Umm…” began Ohno as he approached the hostess at the front.
“Oh, you must be with him,” the dainty hostess said. “Let me take you to him-“
“Him?” said Ohno. “What’re you-“
Ohno followed her down a dimly lit hallway. She stopped at the last door on the left at the end of the hall.
“Here we are,” she said bowing.
“Excuse me, Miss-“ called a deep voice down the hall.
“Yes?”
“Can we get another bottle of wine here?”
Ohno was even more confused when she left him in front of a door to tend to the other customer.
I just wanted to eat dinner. Why did she bring me here?
Ohno sighed. He highly doubted that he had been brought to the dining area, but just to be sure, he knocked twice.
“Come in,” called the occupant.
Ohno heard the sound of something click within the doorknob. He swallowed nervously and slowly let himself in.
“Leader?” Jun said, looking up slightly stunned at his visitor.
“Jun?”
“What are you doing here?” they said in unison, shocked by the other’s presence.
“Eating dinner,” Jun responded without missing a beat. “What are you doing here, Leader?”
“I was just looking for a place to eat and the hostess in the front just brought me here…” trailed off Ohno.
“Come, come,” Jun said gesturing to an empty chair. “Sit, have dinner with me…”
“Sorry for interrupting,” Ohno bowed as he accepted Jun’s invitation.
Ohno took a closer look at the room. It was clearly a private room capable of seating up to six people comfortably. The booth was shaped like a hook. Jun sat at the middle with Ohno taking a seat more or less across of him.
“Here,” Jun said handing him a menu. “I’ve already ordered, but you can order something when she brings the first course.”
“Thanks,” Ohno said, opening the menu.
When he scanned the first section he immediately turned pale.
“Is something wrong, leader?” asked Jun, picking up on the sudden change in atmosphere.
“I wouldn’t know what to order….” Ohno said, praying that Jun not pick up on the fact that the kanji were too hard for him to read.
“Okay. Leave it to me,” Jun smiled.
Ohno felt his cheeks flush and his heart race for the first time.
Why am I feeling like this?
Previously, Ohno had never felt anything but brotherly love for Jun, but somehow the dimness of the room coupled with the way Jun looked and sat made Ohno a victim of the powerful MatsuJun charm.
“Leader, your face…it’s pale,” Jun said, his voice full of concern as he reached forward to place his hand on Ohno’s forehead.
Ohno nearly fainted on the spot like one of Jun’s fangirls.
It’s just Jun! Get a grip, Satoshi!
While Ohno struggled with his inner self, the waitress had come by and Jun had ordered for him. She had brought Jun’s appetizer along with a bottle of wine, the latter which Jun tasted personally before dismissing her.
“Leader, would you like some wine?” asked Jun, standing up to take an extra glass that was on the far table in the corner.
When Ohno did not respond, Jun just shrugged and took a glass anyway.
“Here,” Jun said, handing Ohno a glass of red wine. “Cheers.”
“Thanks,” Ohno said, snapping out of his trance.
Ohno watched Jun swirl the wine, inhaling its fragrance with his eyes closed before allowing the burgundy fluid to touch his tongue. Ohno took a sip himself and was surprised how smooth the wine was. It was truly a wine fit for a man like Jun.
“So,” Jun began, setting his glass down for a moment. “What brings you to this area of town, Leader?”
“Huh?”
“No one just comes down this road for the heck of it,” explained Jun. “And you don’t live in this area-“
“This area…?”
“You have no idea where you are, do you?”
Sharp as a tack as usual!
“No…” answered Ohno carefully.
“You’re in Azabu-Juuban-“
“Azabu-Juuban?! That’s practically Roppongi!”’
“I know, which is why I asked,” said Jun, observing Ohno’s every move between sips. “You don’t live out here and Nino’s apartment is 40 minutes away by train. Just how did you get here?”
“I walked-“
“YOU WALKED?!” sputtered Jun, nearly spitting out his wine. “From where?!”
“Nino’s apartment-“
“Leader, that’s easily a two hour walk!”
“Well, I just kinda wandered down here-“
“Wandered two hours away?! What did you do, take a wrong turn off the main road and just keep walking straight?”
“Pretty much,” Ohno shrugged.
“Leader! You should be more careful!” scolded Jun. “You shouldn’t be walking alone in this area at night! What if you got attacked or something?!”
“Sorry,” Ohno apologized sheepishly.
“Geez!” Jun muttered as he took a fried piece of calamari from the plate in front of them. “Anyway…did something happen? Here have one…”
“Huh? Oh, thank you…” Ohno said picking up one and putting it in his mouth.
“Aren’t you usually with Nino?”
“Oh, that…he’s in his own little world right now,” said Ohno quietly. “He’s trying to clear this new game he bought.”
“I see. What is this day three or something?”
“Yeah…and before that, it was some other game, so it’s been kinda lonely...”
Ohno took a huge swallow of wine.
“Leader…” Jun said as Ohno wiped his eyes with his sleeve.
“Sorry-“
“Don’t be,” Jun said, leaning over the table with his face dangerously close to Ohno’s.
“Jun…” Ohno breathed as he felt his face redden.
“You know, there are other fish in the sea,” Jun said, pressing his lips gently on Ohno’s lower lip, sucking on it before moving his tongue into Ohno’s startled mouth for several long moments. “Think about it…”
Jun broke away and at that very moment, there was a knock on the door.
“Excuse me,” the waitress called, wheeling in the food on a silver cart.
“Thank you,” Jun smiled, reclining back into his seat as she set down the entrees.
Jun began eating and was completely oblivious to Ohno’s reaction until he looked up halfway through his meal and saw Ohno shifting uncomfortably as he struggled to eat his food.
“Something wrong with the food?” asked Jun.
“No, everything is delicious-“ cut in Ohno quickly.
“Really?” Jun said staring at Ohno carefully.
Three days non-stop game playing Nino…Judging by the shifting and movements, it was almost as if…
Jun smirked. He knew exactly what the problem was. Just to make sure before he made an ass of himself, he slipped off one shoe and slowly meandered it over to Ohno’s crotch. He slowly slid his sock covered toe over the zippered area to discover a pulsing appendage straining against the thin fabric of Ohno’s slacks. Ohno nearly jumped out of his seat when he felt Jun’s foot against his crotch. Of course no one would have known Jun was servicing Ohno’s crotch with his foot as he appeared to be simply enjoying his dinner. Ohno bit his lip to keep himself from moaning.
When Jun heard Ohno’s fork trembling as the older man struggled to pick up a piece of chicken from his plate, he smiled inside. This continued for several minutes with Ohno getting harder by the second. Then all of a sudden, Jun stopped and slid his foot back into his shoe. Ohno nearly squeaked in protest. But as usual, Jun appeared to be cool and calm, unlike Ohno who was flushed and covered in a thin layer of sweat.
Jun, being the sadist that he was, left Ohno like that for several long minutes before setting down his fork. He allowed the panic to set in and the uncomfortable shifting to commence once again before finally looking up at Ohno, who at the moment looked extremely disturbed.
“Something wrong, Leader?” Jun asked innocently, setting his fork down on the plate.
“Please…” Ohno begged. “Please, Jun… please…”
“Hmm? What are you talking about?”
“Please touch me…”
Jun smirked at how Ohno truly had no pride when it came to this kind of stuff. Jun would sooner die than beg for sex, but Ohno, like Aiba, had no problem begging or employing the most humiliating of means to achieve his goals.
“Since you begged so nicely,” Jun conceded, and slid under the table.
Jun barely had begun undoing the belt and zipper when Ohno’s cock sprang out like a jack-in-the-box, nearly smacking him in the face.
Jun teased Ohno with his soft touches and gentle licks. Every once in a while, he would give a hard suck just to remind Ohno who was in charge and what he was waiting for. Ohno had given up trying to put anything in his mouth as he gripped the table to keep himself from thrusting.
Before he knew it, Ohno felt the wound up sensation in his abdomen that signaled that he was close. Jun fingers and tongue were driving him insane. His brain had shut down all other functions and had diverted all energies to the sole task of experiencing Jun’s mouth. Then as if right on cue with extreme sadist Matsumoto Jun, the sound of intermittent vibration pulsed through the ground. Jun pulled his mobile phone from his pocket.
“Hello?” he said, while licking the vein on the underside of Ohno’s cock. “Oh, sempai? How’s it going…? Me? Sure, I can talk. I’m not doing anything important…”
Ohno deflated a little as Jun made conversation with whoever was calling him at this godforsaken hour. The master of multitasking did not neglect Ohno completely, but Ohno was certain that Jun was purposely slacking off. He was so hard that he felt that if he did not get some relief soon, his head was going to explode. Thinking that Jun was too wrapped up in his conversation to notice, he slowly snuck a hand down to help himself along. This was not received well by Jun, who was waiting (still under the table) for Ohno to react. Jun allowed Ohno’s hand one fraction of a second of contact before smacking it away sharply causing him to wince in recoil. Ohno was at wit’s end. It would be the end of him, death by prolonged erection.
“Okay, well, I’ve got to go, sempai. I’ll see you next week, then. Uh huh. Bye,” Jun closed his phone and tossed it on the seat. “Sorry for the wait…”
Jun shoved Ohno’s chair backward out from under the table about half a meter, startling the smaller man.
“Wha-“
“How insulting that you would resort to your hand over my mouth. I always finish what I’ve started…”
Jun loosened his tie and immediately put his lips back to the tip of Ohno’s cock. Ohno was shocked that Jun would allow him to watch as previously Jun had been hidden under the tablecloth. Jun was clearly done playing and had turned serious. It was common knowledge that Jun was someone who always gave two hundred percent in everything he did. However, Ohno was pleased to discover that Matsumoto Jun not only gave two hundred percent when it came to singing, dancing, and acting, but blow jobs were no exception. Once Jun turned serious, he shoved Ohno’s cock to the back of his throat and sucked as hard as he could. And when Ohno came in his mouth moments later, Jun swallowed every bit that shot down his throat. Jun licked his lips and tucked Ohno’s twitching cock back into his pants with a pat before standing up and straightening his tie.
“Oh, now my food’s cold,” Jun sighed returning back to his chair and putting his cell phone back into his pocket. “How was it?”
“I haven’t cum this hard in a looong time,” breathed Ohno, dizzily scooting back towards the table. “What a mouth you have…”
“Oh, thanks,” Jun said bobbing his head in a slight bow. “But I was talking about the food.”
“Oh! That was good too,” Ohno said sheepishly scratching the back of his head.
Ohno was spacey, more than he usually was and Jun finished his food admiring the flushed face of his companion.
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