Aug 20, 2008 22:33
I am so fucking frustrated trying to be the GM of this fucking Guild. I hate the fact that on my server everyone expects to be carried to leet gear and end-game content and nobody wants to put in the time, effort, or energy to make it happen when they're not already geared to shit.
I hate that I got suckered into starting this guild by a bunch of people in my old, temporary guild because I felt bad for them in their listlessness and incompetence and that they have, as a result of my requesting some actual dedication on their part, abandoned the effort because I'm a big meanie head.
Seriously, those of you who know would not believe how patient, understanding, nurturing, supportive, and forgiving I have been with these people. And all I ask is that they start actually giving the smallest shit and, possibly, SHOWING UP ON TIME TO TRY AND RUN FUCKING KARA (?!?) and they gquit.
I bent the schedule, I pushed it back an hour so our "MT" (who sucks because he thinks he needs 100% mana every single fucking pull) could actually get online and he STILL managed to show up 25 minutes late. How can you be 25 minutes late consistently when I've changed the start time?
Anyways, it's just frustrating. I can't pass GM off to a lowbie alt of mine because it's all one account and they'd have to be online. Maybe I could do it with my second account, but I'm a little hesitant to do that. As I can't dual-box on my laptop, it would mean giving someone control of my Guild and trusting them to give it back. Maybe I'm just too paranoid.
Is it wrong that I just want to have fun in a game? I busted my ass for these people so we could play together and all they did was vascillate and shit on me. Oh well, I guess it's not all bad. I got a beta key so I can always just go check that out until the expac if I can't get this shit on the road.
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