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how can some people have so much to say, without saying anything at all? am I jealous of them because I never say anything? my first instinct is to say, no, they just need to know when to shup up. but there is still something to be said for being able to speak freely. maybe I worry because I usually think, "wow, you're stupid. please stop opening your pie hole." and if I did the same someone would undoubtedly think the same of me. then again, who gives a shit?
I sit here on the cusp of 5am, listening to the new rilo kiley album repeatedly. I am beginning to think I have my mess sorted out. Sorted into piles around me. Nothing put away. I'm speaking in metaphors for my mental state of mind, just to confuse the hell out of anyone reading this. Why do you have the patience to read this? I hardly have the patience to write it. It's keeping my hands busy until I can find sleep.
"a rolling stone gathers no moss" yeah, but one that sits still isn't worn down into oblivion
"a bird in the hand is worth two in the bush" so...I shouldn't shoot for higher goals, and just accept my lot in life?
"all is fair in love and war" yes. so you can be guilt free about devastating the lives of other people.
I'm sure there's more out there. I'm just being difficult on purpose. I think I like conflict as much as I hate it.
I sit here on the cusp of 5am, listening to the new rilo kiley album repeatedly. I am beginning to think I have my mess sorted out. Sorted into piles around me. Nothing put away. I'm speaking in metaphors for my mental state of mind, just to confuse the hell out of anyone reading this. Why do you have the patience to read this? I hardly have the patience to write it. It's keeping my hands busy until I can find sleep.
"a rolling stone gathers no moss" yeah, but one that sits still isn't worn down into oblivion
"a bird in the hand is worth two in the bush" so...I shouldn't shoot for higher goals, and just accept my lot in life?
"all is fair in love and war" yes. so you can be guilt free about devastating the lives of other people.
I'm sure there's more out there. I'm just being difficult on purpose. I think I like conflict as much as I hate it.