I know you like to think your shit dont stink

Jun 11, 2004 02:05

I've heard that one of the keys to success is to never be satisfied. One should always reach further, to always improve, always learn, always strive towards being better.

Although things are looking up, I still dont feel content with my circumstances. Perhaps its because I'm residing in Fitchburg or perhaps its because I know I can always do better than I actually achieve.

-I started work at Uno's today. I'm happy I have a job, the pay is pretty good, it really isnt all too difficult. Theyre giving me plenty of hours too.

-I continue to get closer to the girl I've adored for so long but never thought I had a chance with. She's great, I couldnt ask for any more from her.

-I got my grades, semester GPA of 3.34. While most would be happy with this, I know there was one class I could have done MUCH better in, had I just put some effort into it. Im ranked 81 in the class of 2006.

-I'm going to be an RA next year. This means I get free housing and a good amount of other things. More than those though, I'll get to make a huge difference in the Assumption community (which I may become a larger part of some day). I really am looking forward to it.

The big deal I guess is that I know I am capable of more. I know I could be within the first 20 or so in my class. I know I could do a lot more with myself and my time. Yet, I also know that I probably wont. Perhaps thats the part that gets to me.

I think I've done pretty well, considering where I was four years ago. Ive already done more than my parents and my brother. But I am capable of more, so I am still displeased.

I'll have to take it one step at a time I suppose.

"God grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can and the Wisdom to know the difference"
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