psh....
yea so whats up with this shit not only do i feel like i lost a friend i know it and feel so totally replaced and this person doesnt even realize that I've been pushed aside but whatever...dont feel like dwelling on it anymore just forget about it bc i have other friends and ill probably end up making a new one to replace and fill in... anyways lol have something to confess to someone and dont really know how to tell this person and what the reaction will be but i HAVE to do this...i hope it doesnt make things wierd btw us...oh god i need some advise help and a hug...man i hate this empty lonely feeling...today was really wierd probly explaining this entry i felt really sick this morning ran to the bathroom bc i thought i was gonna puke n while walking back to my room got real dizzy and fell on the floor and had a major pain in my stomach n i couldnt get up my dad had to carry me to my bed...today is just bad oh well...