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This is for my beloved Noelle. It's my first ever fanmix, and for a beginner I think I did fairly well. You, my dear Lexie-doh, are beautiful and amazing, and I wouldn't be the person I am today without you. It sounds rather corny, but it's utterly and completely true. You were with me through the hard, intense depression two spring semesters ago, and we've had some ridiculously fantastic times. And I love you, a lot.
So, I'm still trying to figure out how to put into words what I did with this. Rose is interesting to me, even more so (maybe even especially) after the end of season two where's she's separated from the Doctor so tragically. I love tragedy, and to me this mix is about her moving on, her healing, and her learning to live life now that she's been changed by the time she spent with him. That time changed her, in a good way, but also in a way that makes it harder to live in the world she's now stuck in. The moves sort of semi-chronologically, and is pretty much all from her side thinking about, reflecting, and such on the Doctor and whatnot. Hopefully you love it; I definitely loved making it.
Damaged - A Rose Tyler Fanmix
"Your Eyes Open"
Keane
Well it's a lonely road that you have chosen
For a moment your eyes open and you know
All the things I ever wanted you to know
I don't know you,
Till the moment your eyes open and you know
That it's a lonely place that you have run to
And it's a lonely end that you will come to
For a moment your eyes open and you know
All the things I ever wanted you to know
"Next to You"
Jordin Sparks
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you
Yeah it's five in the morning and I can't go to sleep
'Cause I wish, yeah I wish that you knew what you mean to me
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you
"Near To You"
A Fine Frenzy
He and I had something beautiful
But so dysfunctional,
Such pain as this
Shouldn't have to be experienced
I'm still reeling from the loss,
Still a little bit delirious
Near to you, I am healing
But it's taking so long
'Cause though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet, I'm better near to you.
I'm battle scarred, I am working oh so hard
To get back to who I used to be
Near to you, I am healing
But it's taking so long
'Cause though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet, I'm better near to you.
"Bad Timing"
Lunik
If there are angels in the world you're the king of them
It was so good to be with you
I'm standing in the doorway
There's a cold cold breeze floating through me
Gotta be alone now
Gotta face the storm now alone
When I look in the mirror I see a monster
I failed completely and you have to pay for it
'Cause I'm standing in my own way
There's this cold cold breeze floating through me
And it tears me away to other places other reasons other faces
Baby I've gotta leave you
Gotta be alone now
Gotta face the storm now alone
"No Air"
Jordin Sparks feat. Chris Brown
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
I'm here alone didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move it's incomplete
But how do you expect me to live alone with just me? cause my world revolves around you it's so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breathe but I survived
I don't how but I don't even care
So how do you expect me to live alone with just me? cause my world revolves around you it's so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I'm supposed 2 breathe with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
"Damaged"
Plumb
True love is a fairy tale
I'm damaged, so how would i know
I'm scared and i'm alone
I didn't say all the things that i wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
'cause i feel you, i feel you near me
Healing comes so painfully
And it chills to the bone
Will anyone get close to me?
I'm damaged, as i'm sure you know
There's mending for my soul
An ending to this fear
Forgiveness for a man who was stronger
I was just a little girl, but i can't go back
"End of the World"
Blake Lewis
So meet me at the end of the world,
I'm waiting.
Meet me at the end of the world,
Please save me.
This could be the place where we start,
The rest of our lives.
Meet me at the end,
The end of the world.
You found the place I hide within,
Like you see right through my skin,
And my heart
To see I'm hoplessly wishing.
I'm too weak to be strong,
I can't be the only one.
Holding on till the day you find me.
So meet me at the end of the world,
I'm waiting.
Meet me at the end of the world,
Please save me.
This could be the place where we start,
The rest of our lives.
Meet me at the end,
The end of the world.
Till these shadows disappear,
I still wait to find you here.
Still I'm haunted from the moment
I feared... Oh
Never forget what it's like,
To surrender in your eyes.
Holding on till the day you find me.
"Stay For Good"
Carly Escoto
There's a place inside my heart
I've been keeping it warm
Just in case you should want
A little shelter from the storm
Stay a while
My darling, I hope you find
You want to stay for good
If there's a place inside your arms
And you've kept it nice and warm
Would you let me have
A little shelter from the storm?
Maybe I
Could be your darling and
You'll want to hold me here for good
And maybe this
Is exactly what it seems
And you want to stay for good
"Sparrow"
Scatteredtress
Sparrow sing to me the song I heard last spring
It's the melody I can't retrieve,
no matter how I try,
it seems that song has left this place
Sparrow, fall asleep 'cause you're safe here next to me
Atop our summer leaves, we fall
and winter, spring won't care at all
that we have found our place
that we have found our place
Sweet summer singer, come along
and let's walk down roads that we've already walked upon
Sweet summer sparrow, sing your song
you know that I've waited all year long
Singer, I have found that by tearing at the ground
I could make it to you, dear, in time
for words of yours and words of mine
to be my true escape
Singer I believe that it's music when you breathe
But with help of words and melody,
your speech or song, it's heavenly
And I could fall asleep
oh I could fall asleep
Stand Back Up
Sugarland
I'm laid out on the floor, but I've been here before,
I may stumble, yeah I might fall,
Only human aren't we all?
I might lose my way, but hear me when I say,
I will stand back up,
You'll know just the moment when I've had enough,
Sometimes I'm afraid, and I don't feel that tough,
But I'll stand back up,
When the darkness tries to get me,
There's a light that just won't let me,
It might take my pride, and my tears may fill my eyes,
But I'll stand back up,
I've weathered all these storms,
But I just turn them into wind, so I can fly,
'Cause I'll stand back up,
And you'll know just the moment when I've had enough,
Sometimes I'm afraid and I don't feel that tough,
But I'll stand back up
So, I'm still trying to figure out how to put into words what I did with this. Rose is interesting to me, even more so (maybe even especially) after the end of season two where's she's separated from the Doctor so tragically. I love tragedy, and to me this mix is about her moving on, her healing, and her learning to live life now that she's been changed by the time she spent with him. That time changed her, in a good way, but also in a way that makes it harder to live in the world she's now stuck in. The moves sort of semi-chronologically, and is pretty much all from her side thinking about, reflecting, and such on the Doctor and whatnot. Hopefully you love it; I definitely loved making it.
Damaged - A Rose Tyler Fanmix
"Your Eyes Open"
Keane
Well it's a lonely road that you have chosen
For a moment your eyes open and you know
All the things I ever wanted you to know
I don't know you,
Till the moment your eyes open and you know
That it's a lonely place that you have run to
And it's a lonely end that you will come to
For a moment your eyes open and you know
All the things I ever wanted you to know
"Next to You"
Jordin Sparks
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you
Yeah it's five in the morning and I can't go to sleep
'Cause I wish, yeah I wish that you knew what you mean to me
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you
"Near To You"
A Fine Frenzy
He and I had something beautiful
But so dysfunctional,
Such pain as this
Shouldn't have to be experienced
I'm still reeling from the loss,
Still a little bit delirious
Near to you, I am healing
But it's taking so long
'Cause though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet, I'm better near to you.
I'm battle scarred, I am working oh so hard
To get back to who I used to be
Near to you, I am healing
But it's taking so long
'Cause though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet, I'm better near to you.
"Bad Timing"
Lunik
If there are angels in the world you're the king of them
It was so good to be with you
I'm standing in the doorway
There's a cold cold breeze floating through me
Gotta be alone now
Gotta face the storm now alone
When I look in the mirror I see a monster
I failed completely and you have to pay for it
'Cause I'm standing in my own way
There's this cold cold breeze floating through me
And it tears me away to other places other reasons other faces
Baby I've gotta leave you
Gotta be alone now
Gotta face the storm now alone
"No Air"
Jordin Sparks feat. Chris Brown
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
I'm here alone didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move it's incomplete
But how do you expect me to live alone with just me? cause my world revolves around you it's so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breathe but I survived
I don't how but I don't even care
So how do you expect me to live alone with just me? cause my world revolves around you it's so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I'm supposed 2 breathe with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
"Damaged"
Plumb
True love is a fairy tale
I'm damaged, so how would i know
I'm scared and i'm alone
I didn't say all the things that i wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
'cause i feel you, i feel you near me
Healing comes so painfully
And it chills to the bone
Will anyone get close to me?
I'm damaged, as i'm sure you know
There's mending for my soul
An ending to this fear
Forgiveness for a man who was stronger
I was just a little girl, but i can't go back
"End of the World"
Blake Lewis
So meet me at the end of the world,
I'm waiting.
Meet me at the end of the world,
Please save me.
This could be the place where we start,
The rest of our lives.
Meet me at the end,
The end of the world.
You found the place I hide within,
Like you see right through my skin,
And my heart
To see I'm hoplessly wishing.
I'm too weak to be strong,
I can't be the only one.
Holding on till the day you find me.
So meet me at the end of the world,
I'm waiting.
Meet me at the end of the world,
Please save me.
This could be the place where we start,
The rest of our lives.
Meet me at the end,
The end of the world.
Till these shadows disappear,
I still wait to find you here.
Still I'm haunted from the moment
I feared... Oh
Never forget what it's like,
To surrender in your eyes.
Holding on till the day you find me.
"Stay For Good"
Carly Escoto
There's a place inside my heart
I've been keeping it warm
Just in case you should want
A little shelter from the storm
Stay a while
My darling, I hope you find
You want to stay for good
If there's a place inside your arms
And you've kept it nice and warm
Would you let me have
A little shelter from the storm?
Maybe I
Could be your darling and
You'll want to hold me here for good
And maybe this
Is exactly what it seems
And you want to stay for good
"Sparrow"
Scatteredtress
Sparrow sing to me the song I heard last spring
It's the melody I can't retrieve,
no matter how I try,
it seems that song has left this place
Sparrow, fall asleep 'cause you're safe here next to me
Atop our summer leaves, we fall
and winter, spring won't care at all
that we have found our place
that we have found our place
Sweet summer singer, come along
and let's walk down roads that we've already walked upon
Sweet summer sparrow, sing your song
you know that I've waited all year long
Singer, I have found that by tearing at the ground
I could make it to you, dear, in time
for words of yours and words of mine
to be my true escape
Singer I believe that it's music when you breathe
But with help of words and melody,
your speech or song, it's heavenly
And I could fall asleep
oh I could fall asleep
Stand Back Up
Sugarland
I'm laid out on the floor, but I've been here before,
I may stumble, yeah I might fall,
Only human aren't we all?
I might lose my way, but hear me when I say,
I will stand back up,
You'll know just the moment when I've had enough,
Sometimes I'm afraid, and I don't feel that tough,
But I'll stand back up,
When the darkness tries to get me,
There's a light that just won't let me,
It might take my pride, and my tears may fill my eyes,
But I'll stand back up,
I've weathered all these storms,
But I just turn them into wind, so I can fly,
'Cause I'll stand back up,
And you'll know just the moment when I've had enough,
Sometimes I'm afraid and I don't feel that tough,
But I'll stand back up