Until we meet again.
Okay so let's see. Fourth of July was awesome. At around 4 ish me and Kim headed to Mike's house and met up with Albert Dave and Amy there. We swam and stuff for a while and ate. Lit off some fireworks and then when it was time for the real fireworks we walked down to the over pass. They we're pretty good fireworks but I just loved watching them with all of them. After the fireworks we walked back up to Mike's and just chilled there until my mom picked me and Kim up. The next day I slept until like 3 and then later on me and Kim went to Dave's house where Albert and Mike were. We all just chilled it was a good time. My mom came and picked me and Kim up and drove the boys home. Then yesterday we woke up early and went to Mike's for a little bit and came back home around 2. Went home and took a nap and then went back to Mike's but it was hard to have a good time because of something that happened. But I had a good heart to heart with Dave and it helped. I love those boys I really do and I wouldn't have wanted to be with any other people yesterday when I was upset. So read behind the cut if you want, I really don't care if anyone does or dosen't this is more for me.
Yesterday was so horrible. It was so many feelings mixed into one. Shock, sadness, angriness. So many things. You were such an amazing person and it's really hard to believe your gone now. And that I never got to say goodbye. You we're so young and it's not fair. Out of everyone you didn't deserve to die, not now and not for a while. Never once did I see you yell at someone or get angry and you truely cared about your family so much. You were the one who always wanted to come to all my soccer games and what I wouldn't give now to have you come and see just one last one. I'm going to miss hearing the Monhangahila River story and your interpratation of Popeye. You won't be able to pull my ponytail again and stuff like that really hits deep and hurts a lot. I wanted you to see me graduate and get married because I know you would be one of the most proud people there. I admire you for everything you did and being a State Trooper. So many people are going to miss you because you were such a wonderful person. I just hope my family can stay strong. I know this hits my mom the hardest and she is one of the strongest people I know for trying to act so normal when I know this is killing her. I know there's so much I could say right now but I'm almost at a loss of words now. You will always be a part of me and I am going to miss you so much. Rest in Peace Uncle Tommy. July 6, 2005.